Whoamireally

Guess who’s back to work, mostly full time for a few months before my second surgery, and has to deal with my coworkers not cleaning- BRO. It’s actually just common sense stuff- like. Please. Just..  do you’re job. I am begging  my foot is semi healing okay? And I’m hoping to schedule my second surgery for March/April since I’m working in the meantime to save up for other expenses :’) I have no time or energy to do anything besides work, come home and try to clean or take pain meds for my foot/leg, and then sleep. I’m exhausted : ) 

@ everyone. I’m having severe complications with my foot healing at the moment, I am back at work for four hours but even that is difficult unfortunately. I’m on a nerve block that isn’t helping and I am going to work and then immediately taking pain meds and passing out until the next day. 
          
          I know none of my stories have been updated in a while but at this point it’s just not a priority or even in my head. I’m trying to save up despite all my medical expenses and debt, while also trying to work more to make more money. Life is just very hard right now : ) 

Hey author are u alright now?

@Ghosstwriterss's are you feeling better? 

Wtf did Wattpad erase all my direct messages- wtf?? Is that a thing now?? 

I purposefully avoided watching Hazbin Hotel for the longest time and now after watching it I understand the hype. 
          
          Husk is my favourite character by far.

Health update: got the first cast off, stitches taken out. Everything apparently looked good but getting the stitches out sucked cause my doctor is an idiot and kept having to dig in my skin- like wtf???? Got the second cast put on after which she also fucked up because she doesn’t give a shit and I’m very pissed about it. Turned 22 a few days ago and fell on my cast the day after. 
          
           For anyone constantly asking me to update, I should not be in pain right now and the doctor isn’t sure why I am but won’t do anything because she sucks and ‘everything looks good on the outside’, not even an x-ray. My foot was held up in the first cast and now it’s been changed to down which took a few days to get used too, I have to have this one on until around May. 14/15 so, ;-;

For anyone who has had stitches underneath a cast, how do I tell if I ripped a stitch underneath the cast without getting the cast taken off…?

Surgery = ✨ pain ✨ /j 
          
          (/s I’m fine, everything went v well. More info on my life update book if anyone’s interested, but will probably be afk for the next 4-6 weeks depending on pain levels and everything guys.) 

First surgery in 13 days on my right foot, after it heals, surgery on my left foot. If everything goes perfectly, then I’ll be back to work by the end of the year, if not, I’ll have to go through another surgery on both feet before having a chance to go back to work.
          
          Honestly though, I’ve been asking my doctor since I was 18 for help on this issue, and we only contacted the hospital doing this surgery in January, and I’ve already gone up there for a consult and have a surgery booked in April which is insanely fast??? Turns out the reason why my doctor never suggested this hospital is because she doesn’t like them and wanted to send me to a different one in a city a whole ass plane ride away which I’ve been on the waitlist since I was 20. 
          
          I’m 21, turning 22 in April, and if everything goes as planned, I’ll probably spend my birthday getting stitches out of my foot before starting physio.