NO LONGER POSTING

This community is not what it once was. I no longer wish to be apart of it, as I fear it may drain even more mentally then I already am. 
          
          I am almost quite literally an adult, and I don't feel like posting here anymore,  as I keep making empty promises, that I myself cannot fulfill. 
          
          If you need to contact me, please figure some way to get my discord as I'd rather not be contacted by certain people. 
          
          This means that almost all the fanfictions that are incomplete will not be completed, unless I change my mind. But I doubt it.
          
          I will continue to stalk Wattpad but please dont expect anything from me. In the future I will be writing on AO3. But I don't have the energy for much of this community. That is the reason why I will no longer post, unless its goofy or meme based. Because I'd rather not be dragged into anything against my will. And I wish to remain in the tight circle that I currently have. 
          
          I appreciate it. This is mostly petty. I hate myself. *explosion*

I THOUGHT WE WERE HUSBANDS !!!

I am working on writing.
          
          I was hit by a like 2 week flu? I think, and I’m barely recovering!! So school works coming first for me then the story.

Hi.. so I’m thinking of getting back into writing (hopefully) so.. uh question for yall. If anyone sees this. (Since I’ve been dead for so long)
          
          Would you want a story based off of me and my friends (Jarrott, Prin, Vaeden) mostly playing games. (I have a lot of plot in mind, and I’d be going in super deep with this one. Like I have designs and stuff.)
          
          Or 
          
          A MHA, bakugou centric fanfic. I’m gonna work on this one anyway and post it on Ao3 but, if people wanted to see it, I’d post it here too..

I JOINED 4 YEARS AGO!??! AAWOOGA!??

Me having 23x as much as the average viewer of pyrocynical and being the top 0.2% is maximum silly.

Hopefully I’ll be drawing up Long Road’s cover soon. Working out a few tweaks with a couple of characters and then start writing. Hopefully.

So I got a role in a show I auditioned in and expected to get a roll in. Except I’m so upset with the casting I’m in. My first ever show I played an old lady, second show, a tired interviewer, this third show? An old lady again who’s on for one scene. Congratulations to me for literally receiving the bare minimum. It’s not that I’m angry about receiving a roll. Like thank god I did. But the thing is, this show that we are doing, I was promised a roll in two years ago. And I’m hearing so much about this show and expecting to receive this role I’ve been hyped up for years. To only be told I’ll be in the show for a singular scene and an inconsequential character. I’ve been strung thin by my theater teacher. Constantly giving me a false hope of some major character, because I can act, I can do voices, I can dance, I can sing. But it’s always. Nope old lady who provides nothing. Why? Why. Is it because I’m ugly? I’m older looking than most? Why? Why!? 

Wanted to come to on here although this is somewhat new/ not really new news. 
          
          I’m not apart of the FPE fan base. Have not been, probably won’t be. But I know a lot of you are. But Kaaatie will more than likely not be posting anymore FPE content for those of you unaware of her twitter post. 
          
          
          That’s all. 

So.. haven’t been feeling good.. just mentally wise ((again) I’m getting real sick and tired of it)
          
          But I have started working on other OCS designs. However I am starting to doubt my art again. (Yippee) hopefully I can work up the motivation to draw and write again. (Probably not D:.)