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I show respect to everyone I meet... I do it so they dont have to feel how I did when I was younger.
I am sad because I overthing shit... I always ask myself do they wish to even keep being friends? Should I just leave then? Would it be best would it make them happier?
Its toxic of me to ask myself when ever i overthink, I will always answer with the most negative thing I can come up with.