good God. i haven't updated since march. i'm so sorry, guys. i've had so much stuff going on lately. i'm sorry i keep saying i'm going to update soon and then i never end up doing it, i feel like i'm letting you guys down. it's just hard to keep up with updating and writing new chapters and stuff, i've been trying to be productive and do things and not let my depression get the best of me but whenever i think 'i'm going to do this today', i never end up doing it. i've been so tired and sad lately and i'm becoming really lazy. but on the bright side, i've only got three more days of school! i'll definitely have more time over summer break to update my story and maybe, just maybe, finish it and start a new one! so that's good, right?? i again apologize for keeping any of my readers waiting and i promise i'll be back to making and publishing new chapters soon!