Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

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Is it just me or do y'all assign personalities to the voices in ur head too?
          	
          	I gave them like "inside out" kinda personalities if u know what i mean, but like its more complicated than just basic emotions
          	
          	There's like the intrusive thoughts one, the depressed one, the overly excited one, the logical one, the bored one, the dgaf one, the dark humor/thoughts one, the what if one, and the only sane one that tries to calm everyone down and balance everything
          	
          	Oh and I forgot the one that plays music 24/7, even during an important test which pisses me off but she's a lovely girl otherwise, so yeah
          	
          	But they all look like a cute, cartoony version of myself lol :3
          	
          	And I kinda love (most of) them
          	
          	Am I going crazy? Shit im scared

Cutiequokka

@Ghost_of_Lady_Umber 
          	  Ur so real for that honestly
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CT3112rk

@Ghost_of_Lady_Umber i don't do it but i think its normal
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Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

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Is it just me or do y'all assign personalities to the voices in ur head too?
          
          I gave them like "inside out" kinda personalities if u know what i mean, but like its more complicated than just basic emotions
          
          There's like the intrusive thoughts one, the depressed one, the overly excited one, the logical one, the bored one, the dgaf one, the dark humor/thoughts one, the what if one, and the only sane one that tries to calm everyone down and balance everything
          
          Oh and I forgot the one that plays music 24/7, even during an important test which pisses me off but she's a lovely girl otherwise, so yeah
          
          But they all look like a cute, cartoony version of myself lol :3
          
          And I kinda love (most of) them
          
          Am I going crazy? Shit im scared

Cutiequokka

@Ghost_of_Lady_Umber 
            Ur so real for that honestly
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CT3112rk

@Ghost_of_Lady_Umber i don't do it but i think its normal
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Lia_Foster_Ferrars

(IS IT PURPLE BC OF THE AFRICA THING?)

Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

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@Lia_Foster_Ferrars 
            I saw it
            Its so fucking disgusting, im actually starting to lose hope in humanity ngl
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Lia_Foster_Ferrars

@Ghost_of_Lady_Umber I posted an announcement abt it..
            I'll @ u there
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Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

@Lia_Foster_Ferrars 
            Wait what Africa thing? Did I miss smth? What's going on?
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Lia_Foster_Ferrars

KIKII

Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

@Lia_Foster_Ferrars 
            U CAN DO IT!!!
            I BELIEVE IN U!!!
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Lia_Foster_Ferrars

@Ghost_of_Lady_Umber DYING I HAVE AN EXAM IN LIKE 5 MINS TT
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Cutiequokka

Hey I have to get offline right after I send this, but how’re u doing love??? Please remember that you deserve love and are a constant light in the world. I love you with my whole heart <3333

Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

@Cutiequokka 
            I honestly dont know
            Its like 3 smth am for me rn and im just listening to my fave youtuber talk coz I dont wanna sleep
            And everything's just so shitty and I hate it so much and I wanna cry but I don't wanna cry
            
            But i AM tearing up while reading this coz ur like literally the sweetest person on earth
            Tysmmm ur so sweet <33333
            Ilysmmm 2222 <33333
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Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

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How the fuck do people film themselves crying??
          
          "Oh shit my gf broke up with me, let me turn on the camera real quick. 1, 2, 3"
          
          *starts bawling eyes out*
          
          I feel like im such an attention-seeking bitch if I even just look into the mirror in the bathroom while crying, how tf do they film themselves and decide to post it online?????
          
          I even feel like im such an attention-seeker if I even allow myself to *actually* break down, and i kinda just let the tears flow instead of actually breaking down yk?
          
          Coz I feel like im seeking attention if I cry too loud? Even if i kinda have a valid reason to? Is it just me?
          
          
          Anygays, how tf do they do that??? Good lord!

ReinaReads400

@Ghost_of_Lady_Umber lowkey I don’t get it either- and then they make like a TikTok talking about how they seem like a happy person and then show clips of them crying. I’m sure a lot of people definitely struggle but most people who are REALLY struggling don’t let ANYONE know that they’re struggling- let alone post it for attention
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Spiritsx

@Ghost_of_Lady_Umber I also feel ugly asf when I see myself crying lol
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Cutiequokka

How are you?????

Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

@Cutiequokka 
            Edit: not good i kinda wanna die wtf is this
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Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

@Cutiequokka 
            Im pretty good ig I watched a sad movie today and for some reason im also very emotional today wich resulted in me bawling my eyes our for like at least five times and it was kinda exhausting plus I really hate crying and stuff so
            
            But yeah it was a good movie, I loved it
            
            Wbu? Are u feeling better today?
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Cutiequokka

And btw I’m so sorry for not texting the day the album dropped, I had a math test to study for and then I took the test and then had to go to the regional violin thingy I’ve been talking abt for a while. So that lasted like all yesterday and I got home and was exhausted so I went to bed.

Ghost_of_Lady_Umber

@Cutiequokka 
            Its okkk dw
            
            Ooh, how did it go?
            
            Oh damn, did u play that Christmas song u were talking abt?
            
            No im glad u went to bed tho, take care of urself, alright?
            
            Ilysmmmm <3333
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