Birdie

F the guy on marching band I’m done with him. I found out that the real reason why he won’t date me is that he’s too much of a coward to ask me out and get to know me. I’m done with men and tbh he’s lowk chopped so I’m over him. 
          
          Anyways bye for now loves<3

Sad news:(
          The guy on marching band that u like likes me back BUT he’s joining the marines and he doesn’t want to make me wait for him. He won’t date me because he’s to nice. 
          RIP to my chances of getting a boyfriend✊

IM LATE AGAIN :,)
          HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got close with the tall guy on marching band and AHHHHHHH he’s literally the best!!! We went to a party together and broooo!!! It was so much fun!! I put him an a corset and AHHHHH!!!

I don’t think I like her anymore… she’s mean. She bites me and it hurts even though I tell her to stop. She calls me mean and gets mad then she doesn’t tell me why she’s upset. I think it’s hurting me mentally. But good news I made up with the person from the chapter dream in my book! She missed me to. We were signing a Christmas song to a class in school and she grabbed my waist(In a completely platonic way!!!!) we used to be very physical to show affection. So that kinda confirmed that we were friends!!! 
          
          Anyway bye for now loves!!!

Holyy shit gang, I have a new crush. she is really cute and we're friends! we hold hands in the halls and today we switched tops! I gave her my sweater and I took her jacket! People keep calling us lesbians in the halls though >:b shes fine with it though. the only thing is she has a boyfriend that goes to a different school :( 
          
          well bye for now loves! have a good day/night! remember to eat and drink lots of water! <3

new song recommendation!
          I choose violence 
          by Jax
          its a really great song!!!

I'm boredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

I hate being in love. There's this guy in the marching band with me and he's tall got the dorkiest smile gives the best hugs got a nice voice and my mom approves of him(my dad doesn't know he exists). every time I think about him my face goes red and I can't help but smile. everything reminds me of him and I see him everywhere. I don't want to be in love but at the same time I can't help but love him. 
          
          Anyways that's my rant bye for now loves!!!!!!!

I’m back and I’m doing a lot better. It’s crazy to think that next week it’ll have been a month since my dog passed. I miss her a lot but the show must go on. I’m excited for school to start I got a psychology class and now I can say when ever I get depressed I can just look at my notes :D. My jokes have just been updated. And my lore is going to be insane! Anyways bye for now loves!!!