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Is anyone else's TikTok direct messages messing up? I haven't been able to receive messages all day, I messaged my sister on there multiple times and when she wouldn't text me back I texted her on just regular messages through my moms phone and was like 'text me back so we don't lose our streak.' apparently we had been messaging each other all day but couldn't receive each others messages. 
          I submitted a ticket to TikTok to try and fix it but they have yet to get back to me, I even tried all the stuff it was telling me to, like check privacy settings and clear cache I even restarted the phone and nothing is working.. So me and my sister are going to lose our 205 day streak, which i'm not as upset about anymore it's the fact that I can't even message her to send her stuff.

I'm really upset about TikTok getting shut down soon, like I have some of the best videos that I love watching on there and that's where I get a lot of info on new makeup collabs and where I can keep in contact with my sister sometimes and now they are just shutting it down.. I think it's really dumb that they're doing that because I got a lot of info on new toys that I wanted and stuff on hacks for the miniverse. Soooo idk man...

Is it a normal thing to have to give your cat a night light so they will eat? For some reason my cat HATES eating in the dark when she does it all the time outside but since it's been getting colder she comes inside at night to sleep in the room with me. But she will not stay in the dark room by herself to eat, she will either have me turn on the light or have me stand there with some sort of light. So I have these lights that you click a button and constellations pop up and I've now had to put that near her food bowl and she seems a lot happier. 
          
          But like is that a normal thing? For a cat to have a night light? Does anyone else have that problem?

hey bbyyy ive missed u

So I'm reading 'Pen Pal' by J.T. Geissinger and so far it is very good I'm in like chapter 15 I think.. But I'm getting such bad vibes from this book and I kinda spoiled the book already for myself, but I mean how accurate can Google be with certain things like that lol 
          I'm pretending like I didn't read any spoilers or anything, because well I technically knew stuff like that was going to happen because I'm pretty good at predicting stuff like that in books. 
          If anyone has read the book I would love to talk to you about it!! I am also in the middle of reading other books like 'Ice Breakers' and 'Haunting Adeline' but I'm not super far into this one, I'm farther into Ice Breakers. So if anyone wants to talk about books or anything I honestly have a list of books we can talk about. I've read 'The perks of being a wallflower' at least 10 times by now and my book is falling apart lol. I like books, I've read 'Words on Bathroom walls' at least three times and it is amazing.

@Ghostfaces_babe gorlll talk to me about it I will gladly talk about liam with u it will me help better 

I am so upset that I heard Liam Payne has passed away, I had my moms phone in my hand and her WDAM News app popped up with a notification saying 'Former One Direction star has passed away.' I freaked out and clicked it. I literally started crying when I read it, that was before they had any details on how he passed away. 
          
          I feel so horrible for his family, what they have to go through because they lost him 
          
          Rest in Peace, Liam, you will never be forgotten

I feel like I just really upset my mom.. me and her got into an argument about something and afterwards she told me she didn't want me to get upset about it and that she loved me and I didn't tell her I loved her back.. 
          She literally asked me if I didn't love her because I didn't say it back... I was just upset, of course I love my mom..  I just got upset and now I feel so horrible and I don't want to go back into her room to try and talk to her because I think I upset her..  I feel like the worst person in the world right now..

I think the worst thing I do on a nightly basis now is I sleep with almost completely noise cancelling ear plugs in my ears. I'm a very cautious person and depending on how tired I am I can be a light sleeper or a deep sleeper. Half of the time if there is even a little cracking noise in my room it wakes me up. It also doesn't help that my door likes to push itself open, which should be impossible because of how heavy it is. 
          
          But my AC unit was making this funny noise and it was keeping me up all night so I decided ear plugs were the best option so I could get sleep and also stay in a nice cool room. Now it's been three days, my AC unit still makes a noise every now and then but I start off in my night putting them in my ears and then halfway through the night I take them out and place them on my headboard. 
          
          What is wrong with me? XD
          
          I used to be so cautious about everything and now I can barely hear my loud fan going next to my door anymore. I think I'm losing it lol

I'm getting treated like crap basically because the person who says mean things to me, and looked at me last night and said "What this you say to me?!" When I wasn't even talking to them, I was talking to my cat that was in front of me. Apparently it's my fault that they make little comments, because I'm never happy, I never want to go over there, They ignore me or they get too loud and I get headaches!! That's not my fault! But it's also my fault because I don't like their son's friends because I apparently said they ALL bullied me, no I never said that. I just said I didn't get along with some of them, their son talked to his friends and they said "What? no we didn't bully her!" So now they think I'm a liar about the kids that did bully me. And now because it's "in the past" I should just get over it and forgive my bullies.  NO! It happened like maybe 4 or 5 years ago! That's not enough time for me to forgive and forget! Plus it's my choice if I want to forgive them or even talk to them and I don't want to. I like being in my own little bubble, playing video games and that's my fault too. Because I'm old enough to get a job and move out that means apparently I should do it and that's also why I get rude comments thrown at me because my mom still cooks for me and I don't cook for myself. So what... My mom still cooks for me, big deal.. But no apparently, I should be cooking for me and my dad, and my mom already, I should have a job and have my own house and never come over to spend time with my family.. Yes I know I should have a job, but I can't find one that I like, plus I'm still taking classes. It used to be fun to go over to their house and talk to them, but then they started being mean and making mean comments towards me.. But apparently that's all my fault and I'm supposed to stop all the looks I give and basically just cower down to everyone and just be nice and put on a smile.. I'm not like that, everyone wants me to be someone else.. Thanks for listening.