GhostlyGirl101

Hey peeps. There seems to be something wrong with the site, as it says that Oh My Field Trip has been removed, but that is not the case. I did not remove it! it might be that Wattpad deleted it, but I will repost it as soon as I can!

PART 3
          You write to him, to talk about it together. But then you realise your fatal mistake. He was hurt too, he kept his mouth shut for the past five years because he didn't want you to be hurting, and you just kept going, kept pointing out his flaws, and he silently took it. Beware there is another side to this story. You didn't keep it all bottled up, but he did. He resents you for all those years, whereas you let go of those troubles as soon as you told him. You might have pushed him too hard once in a while, but you never did anything you didn't want. It turns out, he's been saying sorry for things he didn't want to say sorry for, and that hurt him. You don't know if you should feel guilty or not. You hurt him, but you also feel hurt. He has been saying empty sorry's for the past how-many-years, and you feel hurt by that. You also feel hurt because he doesn't want to say sorry for the things that happened on the second vacation. And that hurts you deep in your heart. Of all the things he could forgo saying sorry for, he didn't say sorry for the one that truly mattered to you.
          
          You break off contact, and after a difficult second conversation, in texts, he decides to break off the friendship.
          
          And there you are, floating in a sea of uncertainty. Is the bond between you gone? Do you suddenly not trust him with your life anymore? Do you not tell him the difficulties in your life? No, the bond needs time to disappear. No, you still trust him like no other. No, you don't talk anymore.
          
          That's me right now. Six years of friendship later, and the only thing I know for sure is that I'm uncertain. About the future, about how I will cope, about how he is coping, and how I want to feel.
          
          Please don't comment on this with things like "He didn't deserve you." Or some other bullshit like it. That's not what I want to hear. 
          
          And if you're reading this...
          
          Goodbye.
          
          (No this isn't a suicide note or anything, I just wanted to vent a little.)

PART 2
          After four years you go to Disneyland Paris together, and it's the most magical time ever. But as soon as you get home, you voice some of his more annoying traits to your family and other friends. (The ones you made in the other school that don't know him as well.)  
          And you realise, it wasn't that great of a time, at least not as great as you hoped it would be. (By the way, one of your biggest dreams was to go on vacation with a friend...)
          
          After five years you feel your bond weakening. Whenever he comes over, you don't know what to do. You resort to watching memes on a smartphone, and you don't really enjoy it anymore. You also realise that he's been keeping secrets from you. Because he knows you won't approve of some of his choices. He keeps his mouth shut and it creates a barrier between you. The thing is, you aren't keeping secrets from him, and it hurts you that he won't tell you everything. You also plan another vacation together. With an extra friend this time.
          
          That's when it all fell apart. You feel like a third wheel, even though the other person is not a romantic interest. It just seems that they have more to talk about than you two could at the time. You keep your mouth shut about the situation; you don't want to make it worse. But you do vent to your parents about it on the phone. But on the last day, you can't handle it anymore. You burst out in silent tears of anger and hurt but when you try to explain it comes out wrong and after they console you-you still don't feel like you got the point across, and that angers you again. At the time you don't realise that you were hurting him with the gloomy and brooding behaviour.
          
          When you get home, you are just so glad that you're home. Then the anger from before seeps back in and you get so angry you want to scream at him. How could he do this to you? How could he not notice that something was wrong? He's been your best friend for the past five years, why didn't he notice?

PART 1
          Okay, imagine this. You're 11 years old, and you're going to high school. You are terrified of almost everything. You don't know what to expect, and everything is just so different from your little old life back in primary school. So, you walk in on your first day, and you go to sit in the auditorium. Waiting. Suddenly a girl sits next to you, and they introduce themselves. You do the same, and for now, everything seems fine, right? No harm done, you've made your first friend! Congrats. You get to your first class, and it all passes in a blur, and then it's lunchtime. You sit opposite a boy you recognise from the previous hour and you two get talking. And you know what, he's the nicest guy you've ever met. He sweet, funny, and doesn't look too bad. So, you harbour a tiny crush on him, and you are determined to get to know him better.
          
          And you do.
          
          After six months you find him at your house, he's there for a group project, but you're heart secretly skips a beat.
          
          After a year you two are considered good friends. He says he has a big secret that he wants to tell you but he isn't ready yet.
          
          After a year and two months, he spills the beans. He's gay. Your crush on him vanishes into thin air. Of course, you're there to support him. He has no-one else. Only you know his deepest darkest secret.
          
          After two years you decide to go to another school. You don't like it, but it's for the best. He decides to go to a different class because he doesn't have any friends without you. (Turns out he does have friends and regrets his choice for a while, but then he makes even more friends.)
          
          After three years you two have forged a fantastic bond, and you start calling each other brother and sister. You tell him everything. Your hopes and dreams, your fears and insecurities. Everything. He does the same, at least that's what you hope he does. He also tells all his/your other friends that he's gay. They all accept him.

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What do you guys think of my story? Should I continue my writing like this?