Gwen

Happy birthday to me! And the Sanders Sides two-year anniversary, and Dan and Phil meeting in 2009. But, still. Happy birthday to me. Now I'm technically a teen.

Whoo, I found a  loophole. Just need to use it sparingly. But be prepared for a comeback.

I'm alive, just having trouble getting on for about a year. I can only be on til the seventh, so let's make this last before my home computer gets stupid. (I'm at my grandma's.)

I've been laughing at Something to Fight For and now I sound like a fucking goose. Thank God no one is home.

I never realized I would come to lean on you all so much. When I'm ready to break, you make me keep going. Stay string all of you, for you make me stay strong too.

Third time in three weeks my bus has broken down and won't start. Everyone who thinks I need a new bus say I.

I love your Sanders sides reading list! I’ve been binge reading them.

Third day in a row without breakfast, yay. I finished Voltron this morning.

I feel like I'm floating. Floating high in the sky stuck in the clouds, but still not happy. No, not the joyful kind of floating, but numb tug-at-your-chest kind of floating. I might be going crazy, if I'm not already.

This'll be the first time I admit it: I need help. I have bad anxiety, I've been sick ever since October, and life hates me. I could go on, but these are all the cards I'm willing to play.