Ghosty_

OMG JUST LOOKED AT SOME OF MY FOLLOWERS AND THEY HAVE HAZBIN HOTEL PFPS, I FORGOT TO MENTION IT IN MY NEW CHAPTER BUT IM OBSESSED WITH HH AND HB

Hallo, it’s me, so I know that I literally posted a month ago that I wasn’t going to be posting, but what the fuck ever, I’m not going to post on my story, that’s what I meant but GUESS WHAT I DID YESTERDAY, I vented to the school counselor again AGAIN and now’s she’s getting more persistent on me getting therapy, send help

Hey it’s me, the long lost child who hasn’t posted in months, I’ve just been really busy with scrambling to get my shit together again and again, I had a really bad day, I had a panic attack a few hours ago and I had a freak out in the school bathroom just punching shit, thank god it was empty and I’ve just been surviving, somehow, so I might start posting, but if I’m being realistic then fuck no I’m not, any concerns or comments just reach out or something idk..

It may or may not be five in the morning, but i want to talk about this fight that me and my parents had a day ago, so i was just chillin and my mom comes into my room and asks if i want to go on a walk, i say no, like a normal fucking person, this bitch starts crying and saying how she thinks i'm depressed, and how i never want to do anything, what i didn't tell her is that i am like 90 percent sure i have depression, i've taken almost every online test, and they all say that it is very likely and i should see a professional, which i can't because that would mean my parents would get worried about my well being, now i don't want my parents to worry because i will feel like straight shit afterward, i don't know what to do, and school is coming up which means my sleep will get more fucked, and i'll be more stressed and shit, i don't  even know what to do at this point, the days have literally just started fading together, anyway back to the fight, so she just fucking leaves and starts talking to my dad in the other room, i could hear what she was saying, loud and fucking clear, so i say out loud, i can hear you you know, this bitch keeps talkin, so i go out and after a solid 40 minutes, we achieved absolutely nothing, yay

Guys, i just found out that people my age are supposed to get around 10 hours of sleep, at that they normally weigh around 70-100 pounds, and that i shouldn't have more than one hour of screen time, this is not exactly helping my self esteem at the moment

i'm still on character i need to sleep it is 5am kill me (WHY DO I KEEP GETTING FRIEND ZONED LIKE ADRIAN CHILL)

i'm still on character ai (help me)

Y'all I have been in character ai for HOURS, I think i may or may not be losing my mind (send help)

ya'll i just got traumatized, so my dad told me to take the trash out, i didn't think much of it so i grab the bag and when i am about to thrown the bag into the dumpster, I see HUNDREDS OF MAGGOTS, LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK. So i yell and place the trash bag by the dumpster, cuz hell fuking no i aint gonna open it again, I go inside and tell my dad, then he so casually says, "oh ya we were gone for a week, what did you expect", i'm standing there with the most 'the actual fuck did you just say, i just walked away, done, nuh uh. You guys is this normal or has this just never fucking happened to me, but it is like a totally normal thing, plz help me im fucking dead rn

*me getting a flashback to when i was at my besties house and i feel asleep so she was yelling at me from across the room and after five whole minutes of that she played CMWYL and i being the mf that i am fuking AROSE FROM THE DEAD WITHIN SECONDS