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TW: Vomit, sexual harassment\ sexual requests
I just want to curl up and die. I hate mentions of S/A, it makes me want to curl up and die, just puke my fucking guts out. I can't stand it. I hate things right now, all the weird, serious sex stuff people want from.me makes me want to peel my fucking skin off.
It wasn't even that fucking serious, but now I have to throw up whenever it gets to serious. I can't stop feeling sick until I throw up and I just want to cry. What if it happens again? And they don't do anything?