Ghxstkid2

MY CRUSH OF 4 YEARS LIKES ME BACK!!! We are now dating 
          
          Ive been single for so long and it has been terrible. Apparently me and him have liked each other for years and neither of us realized it. Hes so great. We are both awkward but in the best way and it feels like a childhood romance. 
          
          I still feel like im having a fever dream. My life is happy now

Can someone motivate me to eat more. Literally anyone. 
          
          All i ate today was a cinnamon roll and some hot cheetos. I dont have an eating disorder or anything, I literally just forget to eat. (Adhd problems, am i right?) either that or nothing sounds good. (Im a picky eater so i already dont eat much of a variety of foods.) i keep doing this and i know its not good for me but only half of my cares and the other half doesnt give two fcks about my health. Im getting maybe 700-1000 calories a day and youre supposed to get like 2000 or smthn like that. 
          
          I need motivation to eat a healthy amount of food. (Cat memes are appreciated)

Do you ever find yourself in your house by yourself, sitting at the kitchen table at 2:48 pm, 15 minutes after you woke up, casually skipping breakfast and lunch, and doing diamond art, whilst vibing to the guardians of the galaxy soundtrack on Spotify when you get an ad for a Christmas music playlist even though you hate Christmas music, and ITS LITERALLY BEEN 5 DAYS SINCE CHRISTMAS, and then proceed to throw a mini teenager temper tantrum? 
          
          Just me?
          
          Mk.

I watched the Harry Potter and the Cursed Child play yesterday and i fucking love it! I love the characters so much. 
          
          On a side note...
          
          On behalf of the LGBTQ+ community, I officially claim Scorpius Malfoy. He’s ours. You can’t have him back. 
          
          SCORPIUS MALFOY IS GAY AND IN LOVE WITH ALBUS POTTER! NOT A SINGLE SOUL CAN CHANGE MY MIND!
          
          Anyways, time to go searching for some scorpius x albus fics.

Today I learned that the actor who plays Freddy in Shazam voices Alberto in Luca...
          
          The more ya know. 
          
          (I honestly don’t know how I didn’t know before. I’ve watched both movies a bunch of times.)

My day wasn’t going good, but then it got worse, so I thought I would ruin your day too. 
          
          I was looking for some good peter Parker x male reader fics, (cuz tom holland is adorable) and I found a book that mentioned Peter and tony in the preview of the description, so I thought it might be Peter x tony’s son, and I clicked on it. 
          
          The full description didn’t mention anything about a tony having a son, or peter having a love interest, which I thought was weird, so i checked the tags... 
          
          IT WAS A PETER X TONY FIC! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! Peter is a fucking minor. He is literally in high school. Tony is a middle aged man. I’m not gonna say who wrote it, or what the title is, but I’m actually disgusted that something like that exists. Not only that someone shipped it, by the they shipped it enough to write a book about it, and thought it was ok. 
          
          Ew. Just ew. 
          
          Phone, yeeted. Eyes, bleached. Day, ruined.

I watched all of umbrella academy and now I’m sad and depressed and idk what to do with myself.

I know umbrella academy season 4 is out and i haven’t had time to head to watch it cuz band camp, but I watched s4 e1 during our lunch break, and now im confused. I really gotta watch the rest. 
          
          Also, FIVE LOOKS SO HOT! I think it’s the the haircut honestly. The mustache scared me a little and me and my friend were chanting “no mustache” until he took it off. I know aiden Gallagher doesn’t have a mustache but for a bit, I thought they actually gave five a mustache. With the mustache he kinda looks like a s*x offender. My friend agreed with me on that.

Have you ever rolled your ankle while marching and wearing a bass drum. Well I have. And that sht hurts. A lot.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          For context, I started marching band camp today and I am in serious pain. It’s harder than it looks.

I was sitting in bed listen to someone you loved by Lewis capaldi because it’s midnight and I’m wide awake because I have insomnia and I wanted to feel something.
          
          (For context, my bed is right next to the wall)
          
          I was crying cuz of that damn song and out of the corner of my eye I see a fucking earwig (yk, those creepy ass bug so that look like they have horns) and it was crawling on my wall, so naturally, I freaked tf out and almost screamed. 
          
          I grabbed a piece of tissue and Putnam it on a notebook, and slammed it on top of the bug. I made sure to mush it really good where the bug was to make sure it was dead. I took away the notebook and the tissue and the (hopefully) dead bug fell between my bed and the wall. My bed is one of the ones that goes all the water down to the floor and has storage and stuff underneath, so it’s is stuck down there until tomorrow. (I’m gonna make my dad get the bug and flush it down the toilet.
          
          I didn’t feel safe in my bed with that thing down there, so I took a bunch of spare sheets from my closet and crammed them in the space between my bed and the wall. 
          
          Now I’m sitting here, typing this, listening to the rest of my song, and I feel like like there are bugs crawling all over me. I feel like I’m gonna have a fucking heart attack.
          
          Also, I have a bunch of those tiny little dot birthmarks, and I see the them out of the corner of my eye, and my brain is like, “OH SHIT! A BUG!”
          
          So yeah, I slept for two hour so maximum last night, and look like I’m not getting any tonight either
          
          Fml