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Nobody's reading this ofc, bc this account and site is dead.
But I'm just so fucking pissed off right now it's not even funny. He just slammed the door in my face for no reason, he didn't do anything for me to hate him. I never hated him, never had.
I gave all I could to him, even physical objects. I've always had places and things that remind me of him, not even for sexual reasons at all. I was always so grateful that someone would love me and share my interests. I'm just, so fucking done. I'm trying to find someone else but I'm scared of how they'll treat me. I wanna stop breathing forever, I'm dead serious.