Gingerbrave_dark

Hi everyone! It’s officially been 2 months since my last post, and that gave me a lot of time to think about everything.
          
          First, I want to say thank you to everyone who gave me space during my break. I really needed that time to step back, think about what happened, and reflect on my actions.
          
          I know some of you may have questions about everything that happened. I don’t want to go into every detail again, but I do want to say that I’ve thought a lot about my mistakes and what I could have handled differently. I take responsibility for my part in what happened, and I’m trying to learn from it rather than repeat the same mistakes.
          
          I also want to make it clear that I have nothing against Elodie. She had every right to be upset with me, and I respect her boundaries. I don’t want anyone sending her hate, confronting her, or getting involved because of me. I’m not asking anyone to take sides.
          
          With that said, I’m ready to move forward.
          
          During my break, I started working on a new project that was inspired by HCD, but it is NOT a carbon copy of it. I’m taking the ideas that inspired me and turning them into something of my own, with different dynamics, friend groups, personalities, hero identities, and some original characters.
          
          I’ve had so much fun developing it, and honestly, that’s what reminded me why I love writing in the first place. I want to keep creating because I enjoy it.
          
          I’ll be sharing more about the new project soon. Thank you to everyone who decided to stick around, and thank you even to those who chose to move on. Either way, I appreciate the time you spent reading my work.
          
          Only thing i can share about the new project is that the duos are the same. Like four and mephone. But the dynamics between them are different. So are the character backstories and their familial relationships. Ill share the name soon! But overall!
          
          Here’s to a brand new chapter! ❤️

Oh. And.. smth else i forgot to write… i didnt.. specify what reasons or anything… the reason that was so rubbish was that he was tormented and abused by transphobic family members… which makes no sense now that i think about it… i just wanted elodie to know… i understand now… i was a stupid teenager and im just starting to become more mature… and i admit.. what i did was parasocial..i was.. too excited…too eager… and made her uncomfortable… i have my reasons for the way i am… im just not comfortable sharing them… but i hope that someday… elodie will read this… allow me to explain myself more clearly…i wont post or anything for about 2 months…or maybe more… i just need time to process everything i did… and everything i should’ve done to avoid it… i disregarded her efforts to explain it all to me. I hurt her like many people before me. Even if it was unintentional i still did something wrong.. and i put her books in the wrong spotlight cuz of my stupid ideas and need to be right about smth. I will still write m aus about HCD… just this time… ill respect the canon story line… and ensure that i dont make the same mistakes i did with the first book. I was uneductated with writing and posted the story too quickly. Without thinking. And im sorry. I hurt elodie and her fans so much… i just wish i realized it a year ago when she explained it to me… so elodie… if you ever read those 2 posts… just… please know that im sorry… and that i had my reasons that im not comfortable to share publicly…i hope one day you’ll let me explain.. but for now… you deserve the quiet… and i deserve your anger…i hope once i write the new book 2 months later… you’ll see it… and… be relieved that i finally understood… even if it took me about 3 years of you trying…

Hello everyone viewing my channel. I have… smth to say… if you stumbled upon my work you probably know about the work made by ElodieHasArrived… im gonna make a confession…i started writing cuz i had my own beliefs about bullies and really loved magic wand as a villain and character… and wanted to give him a redemption arc.. but my first take on it has been. Terrible.. the reason i gave him didnt make sense. The family dynamic was rubbish. And i ignored how many terrible things he did in HCD!… and i completely disregarded what elodie said… and who she based wand off.. i have deleted that book… ive realized i hurt elodie really bad… and i know she will never see this… and had all the right to mute me… i was a terribly selfish person.. and if elodie ever sees this… which i know she wont… i hope at least one of you tells her this… im sorry.. elodie… i really am… ive deleted all my work.. and i wont bother you anymore…im taking a long break to think about my actions… and i hope someday you’ll forgive me… tho im aware i dont deserve it… and im not planning to beg for it…you have all the right to be mad at me and im not gonna post any HCD content anymore.. because it just hurts you…