Gintoki-sama2468

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I hate people so much. They always have to start shit. They always lie and can't tell the tuth. They lie so much they start believing those lies and forget what is true. They can't be happy with one person in this day and age. They always have to find new people. They can be with someone, have had children and started a life with them and they still aren't satisfied. They up and leave to find someone new, not caring about how the children or other person will feel. And destroy someone's life. But you know what i just don't care anymore. I just don't care...I feel like the world is slowly collapsing over me to the point that i am just sitting there waiting for it to happen. People always argue and fight and everything is just an eyesore now. I wish i never had to leave my nice dark room where i can be alone and actually enjoy my time. I've felt so sad and depressed for so many months and i just can't feel it anymore. I've forgotten how to get angry about feeling this way. I'm tired of pretending to be happy in front of others. Its just a chore now. And I'm sick of it. I wish people wouldn't be assholes. You can give them everything and but people will always leave you in the dark...and you know what? I don't even care anymore. If you're gonna leave then just go and stop making me slowly wait in depression for you to leave. I don't want to be near people... i just want to be left alone to never be bothered again. Is it normal to feel this way? I don't think so... i don't think this is the sort of thing a 13 year old kid is suppose to feel... I'm just so done with this and i wish these feelings would go away.

Gintoki-sama2468

this message may be offensive 
I hate people so much. They always have to start shit. They always lie and can't tell the tuth. They lie so much they start believing those lies and forget what is true. They can't be happy with one person in this day and age. They always have to find new people. They can be with someone, have had children and started a life with them and they still aren't satisfied. They up and leave to find someone new, not caring about how the children or other person will feel. And destroy someone's life. But you know what i just don't care anymore. I just don't care...I feel like the world is slowly collapsing over me to the point that i am just sitting there waiting for it to happen. People always argue and fight and everything is just an eyesore now. I wish i never had to leave my nice dark room where i can be alone and actually enjoy my time. I've felt so sad and depressed for so many months and i just can't feel it anymore. I've forgotten how to get angry about feeling this way. I'm tired of pretending to be happy in front of others. Its just a chore now. And I'm sick of it. I wish people wouldn't be assholes. You can give them everything and but people will always leave you in the dark...and you know what? I don't even care anymore. If you're gonna leave then just go and stop making me slowly wait in depression for you to leave. I don't want to be near people... i just want to be left alone to never be bothered again. Is it normal to feel this way? I don't think so... i don't think this is the sort of thing a 13 year old kid is suppose to feel... I'm just so done with this and i wish these feelings would go away.