Hiatus, because I've Writer's-block

Well, some people asked when I will update and the only thing I can say is another 'as soon as I have the time'.
          It's the first time I said it like that, but many people use these words, that's why 'another'.
          
          I really have a problem finding the time for it, as I normally start a chapter and finish it in one go, so I need a few hours of uninterrupted peace. But with family around me and people texting me all the time with some problems I can't be uninterrupted and can't get into the flow.
          I normally wrote late at night years ago, but I can't do that anymore with work.
          
          So all I can say is 'the next time I don't have to work, am alone for hours, feel motivated enough, won't get interrupted and don't have to work the next day.'

Danke, dass du meine Geschichte zu einer Leseliste hinzugefügt hast 

So, I just found out that AO3 didn‘t save 2 of my works (one was a Birthday-OneShot for June 6) and I was just like:
          „Ok, re-upload them, find the error if there is one, and everything is fine.“ (except I had to edit them the first time)
          
          Then I searched for them on my IPad and this thing DELETED the fics on it‘s own, to get more memory capacity.
          What. THE. EFF!
          I can be happy that it were „just“ my stories and not some important document, but seriously!?
          I even denied it deleting things beforehand a few months ago, since it deleted images from a field trip.
          
          Since I didn‘t upload them to a cloud, because internet was a little b****, I can re-write them now.
          
          Gonna cry now, then start the work. TT.TT
          
          Bye

Danke fürs folgen, wie kam es dazu?

@KomischesNatii
          
          Ij ypaleeg op ij ain vuntafohle FahnFikdjon shraiber zohl!!!!!!!!!
          Duh hazd mij Kevyl gehkepan greatief shraiber tsu majer köhnan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          
          
          
          Ich überleg[,] ob ich eine wundervolle FanFiktion schreiben soll[.]
          Du hast mir [das]Gefühl gegeben[,] kreativ schreiben zu machen können ( / schreiben zu wollen / Du hast mich inspiriert)[.]

so, I#m reading through Only Mine to understand what I wrote the last time and to get all the informations again.... and then I read effing "shelter" while I describe a room and I'm sitting here like "B****! What the eff did you write there!? A effing shelter full of games and movies beside a flat screen TV!? What kinda drugs did you take back then?!?!"
          
          and yes, I'm calling myself "You" in my mind if I rant about myself

Uh, well... Hey guys.
          As you maybe still remember, I exist...
          And I wanted to tell, why I didn‘t update in I think 2 years.
          
          My life got stressful 2 years ago with school and family. Eventhough the school part is finished for now (I graduated in the beginning of July) I now had to find a job (which I did) and the stress with my family is still there.
          Other stressful parts are that I will begin my job in September and I have to get my drivers license until then, so I‘m working on this right now. But to my annoyance I had to have a little surgery, nothing big or dangerous, last week and can‘t drive until Friday morning because of the meds. I also leased a garden my father leased before me (he has a drinking problem and didn‘t take care of it since 3 years prior) 2 years ago and have to look after it (childhood memories, meh).
          
          I sometimes thought about updating, as I have a bit more time now, but I don‘t want to with the meds in my body, as I saw what bullsh*t I actually wrote some people on different platforms and I don‘t want this in the stories.
          
          I again apologize to everyone that ask for updates and to all that are (still) waiting. I‘ll try to update as soon as possible, but I can‘t promise a certain day or time, sorry.
          
          I also thank @Elifizia as she helped me with some things during these 2 years (like always telling me to update, helping with problems in stories and more). Girl, you were a REALLY big help, thank you!
          Thanks to her the next chapter for Only Mine is ready in notes and I only have to write it out, so thanks again.
          
          And again sorry for being silent and not updating or informing anyone about what‘s going on.

Why are you even more inactive than me?

WAS ZUm-

Pls update your khr books
          They are awesome >_<
          I am curious about what is gonna happen next?