I want to get there though my minds telling me otherwise. Im judt sick of how this system works. I dont want to be here anymore. Thats true. Thats a fact. But if i opt out theres no coming back. I want to feel in control and my mind goes to things i shouldnt do. Its tempting. I wan tto give in like its some sort of rebellion but im stronger then that right? God i fant dtop crying i have to do it i’ll be the person i need. Fuck wverronee lse. Its about me. Im done
I want to get there though my minds telling me otherwise. Im judt sick of how this system works. I dont want to be here anymore. Thats true. Thats a fact. But if i opt out theres no coming back. I want to feel in control and my mind goes to things i shouldnt do. Its tempting. I wan tto give in like its some sort of rebellion but im stronger then that right? God i fant dtop crying i have to do it i’ll be the person i need. Fuck wverronee lse. Its about me. Im done
I hate feeling guis way because its really uncofmrottable and like weird and i just want to throw myself into the abyss and im scared of feeling thatvway and i’d just rather not frel at all like uhm ??????? Brain sabotaging me i think
Im not a simp its just simp behaviour insert rolling eyes emoji i care thats all and reading this fic has me thinking about her fuck you oh my god i hate this
I probably would- lot of moots are against shipping and i dont ship them its just thhe mind and writing and just the visualizing yunno like its a disease and my mind goes places and i just think it’d be cute oh my god CAN A BITCH NOT CREATE IN PEACE!! i know none of it is real i just love their bond fuck you