Girdusish
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I want to get there though my minds telling me otherwise. Im judt sick of how this system works. I dont want to be here anymore. Thats true. Thats a fact. But if i opt out theres no coming back. I want to feel in control and my mind goes to things i shouldnt do. Its tempting. I wan tto give in like its some sort of rebellion but im stronger then that right? God i fant dtop crying i have to do it i’ll be the person i need. Fuck wverronee lse. Its about me. Im done