I'm this messed up because of you. Can you stop, I don't have you anymore. I can't do this, it seems like something. Please don't make things like excuses. You can't be like this to me. I can't accept any of these words. Distinguish the truth and tear me apart, spear me through, I'm going crazy. 
I hate everything, take everything, I just hate you. But you're my everything. Please just leave me. I'm sorry, I hate you. I love you, I hate you. I forgive you. I need you girl. Why do I love you alone and say farewell alone? Why do I need you even though I know it hurts? I need you girl. You're beautiful, too cold. At times like these I'm the idiot, no matter what I try to do. You say it can't be helped. It's clearly my heart, my mind, my chest but
you ask why I can't hear your words. I'm talking by myself again. 
You say nothing. The sky is blue, the sun is shining, so it seems like my tears will show even better. 
Why is it you for me? Why does it have to be you?
Why can't I leave you?
I would rather you say we break up. Please say it wasn't love. I don't have that kind of strength. Please give one last gift to me, so I won't ever return to you. 
-a few phrases from I Need U by BTS