((I decided to do it in the message board, cuz the text was black and it was too small to see, so this it the doc—))
Dear my friend, CuteCartoonLover06
I just want to say I’m very sorry for everything, and that you deserve so much better than this…
I know this doesn’t justify my ignorance, but I’m just gonna outright admit that Freshman year was the sh1ttiest year of my life. It wasn’t bad on the first semester, but the second semester is what drained me so much. I know I should’ve told you this before all this, and I regret not doing so beforehand, but I just don’t know what happened.
Everyday when I wake up for school, I try to tell myself “Everything’s gonna be okay”, but that was a damn lie. I felt so apathetic and distant towards everyone in the school, even towards ones who didn’t even do anything wrong I would still felt that way regardless and not give a damn about them. I didn’t know why I felt that way, it just felt so out-of-character. And disgusting, to be honest. But it just happened and ended up being some kind of coping mechanism till the end of the school year. It felt… weird being like that. It makes me want to take a picture of myself and put a clown emoji on my face thinking about it. ‘Cause I feel so f*cking stupid and such a horrible person and friend…
I don’t expect you to forgive me after everything, I probably don’t deserve to be forgiven anyway. But I want to make things right with my friendship with you.
—Sincerely, Fuzzlyxx
((P.S. I’m still in school so I’ll talk to you later—))