I have reached Peak Degeneracy

So I’m gonna be giving up my tablet tomorrow, this will likely be the last post I make on here for some time

I managed to get into Wattpad on this Community laptop, hopefully Tumblr will follow and I'll actually be able to talk to Lulabon throughout the day

Had another Wesker dream last night I got to spar against him while he Lowkey flirted with me it was fantabulous

Cant wait to get out of this fuckin school if all goes well I’ll be at the community High soon ✨✨✨I can taste freedom already lmao
          I hope everyone in this godsforsaken school ✨gets fucked✨In the ass✨by an angry bear✨
          To hell with this place fr

I had a dream about Wesker last night it was cool
          He didn’t fuck me sadly but I got to spar against him and fight alongside Jill

Mmmm. Sleepy
          Need cuddles. Preferably from fucked up men

How dare you look at me, traumatized beyond measure by forces you could not comprehend, and tell me you could do it better? How dare you decide what’s best for me when I don’t even know what’s best for myself? How dare you smile placidly and ask me if I’ve tried not being born the way I was?
          You are lucky that you can reasonably pass as someone the world doesn’t hate. I don’t have that luxury. Leave me to my sullenness and come back when you’ve seen the world for what it is.
          I hope all of us go to Heaven. But I hope all of you suffer before you get there.

Man this Super Bowl national anthem is the most redneck shit I’ve ever seen I don’t know whether to love it or hate it

I just want to go to sleep and wake up somewhere far away from here I never want to be in this world again
          I hate it here I hate everyone around me
          This is not my home this is hell and it is hurting me and I need the pain to stop
          I just want to rest

We just entered an external lockdown- no one is allowed in or out of the building
          I know the threat is external, and it’s probably nothing, but god I can’t stop shaking
          This is just like what happened last year I just wanna go home
          Why do we have to go to school in fear