MasterOp69
Thanks for the follow!
Glain413
@MasterOp69 you're welcome, i'll be looking forward to read your stories from now on. (No pressure, just do it at your own Pace)
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IruhamuNikku
Hey buddy, sorry for the very late reply. Been busy with study weeks and tomorrow my end of semester's exam will start. I'm doing fine, just a little bit stressed with all the preparation for the exam. How about you ?
Glain413
@IruhamuNikku honestly Im very confused and a little bit stressed, you see my school have this project which basically teach the middle school students, well about the digital and literature. But the problem is. I don't recognized any of the group im part of, and not very good one too, no chats no nothing. Just strangers..
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Glain413
i think my oyher laptop is broken, because i did a lot of stupid things because of rage id you see this, i hope you can tell me how to deal with my anger
IruhamuNikku
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I'm tired... Today there's tons of stuff happening.. I broke my phone's screen, I need to use shit tons of money because there's this "MUST" program that I need to attend in order to continue my course... My parents told me that they are also short of money
Right now my mind is blank... I don't know what I have to do, they were right when they said that if you want to do anything in this world, you must have money...
Glain413
@IruhamuNikku the first is the hard i know but how can you move forward without doing anything, persevere my friend we Will be there, just tell us the problem if you don't have the courage, THEN let me
Glain413
@IruhamuNikku have you Made friend on college? If so maybe try asking them i know ITS hard considering your friend and your family betrays you, so try to find the most trustable friend you can think of
Glain413
@IruhamuNikku Im sorry to hear that and sorry i was late, trust me nikku i felt the same once too, but i cant do anything except wait for the new one, sorry if this doesnt help much, also is it just the screen or everything? You can make an excuse about your phone screen broke as for your "must" program have you tired working part time? Im sorry again if this doesnt help much, i hope i can do something for you but i don't know how, just know that if you need anything i'll be here, don't give up please, the road maybe are hard but, you Will eventually find the way out,bisa your collage that strict, andbim sorry if i insensitive about saying working part time even though you may have already done it but not enough, if you need anything else IM here,
Glain413
continuion now my laptop battery busted and again since my phone broke i need my laptop but its now on low battery and i cat charge it without the damn charger ehich is busted, so many money wasted so many misfortune im now completely unmotivated to do anything i feel so tired, and just want to end it all im just done
Glain413
continuion my phone screen went black after i charged it beofre charging it was fine but now its all black the touch system is fine i know i heard sound wq-henever i tried to delete something either way now my phone isnt working even though i REALLY need it tomorrow and not exacty have the funds too, damn it, the day is keep getting worsen, this is why i hate shits like this, just why did this happened what did i even do... i swear
Glain413
Today is not my lucky day i swear, want to relax but no a lot of work happened, lag when play some game, and now a button on my keyboard doesnt work, so many shits happened i just wanted to take it easy yet it became harder granted the keyboard Part was my fault
Glain413
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Don't mind me im just releasing some stress, sometimes Its someone when they look at your misery and your damn phone who doesnt work shit like fucking stupidly or it because both, either way im just done with this shit. Again im just releasing some stress don't worry about it
IruhamuNikku
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I don't know where I want to start this...around 2-3 months ago, I went to my uncle's house to start a new life...Where I'm going to find a new job while living with him
Everything was fine...not until 1st July, suddenly my uncle and his family suddenly rarely talked with me.. I thought maybe it was normal to them..before that when I got my first salary, I gave them some of it.. Since then they changed their attitude towards me
12nd July...256 pm after I took my launch break, I was about to start my work back but suddenly my cousin ( Age 22, the youngest among 3 siblings ) ordered me to pack my working stuff and followed him back home..each and every single time I asked what was wrong, he didn't even answer it.
When we got back home, my uncle and aunt were waiting for me, my cousin grabbed me by my neck and tossed me to the ground before shutting the door. He proceeded to punch me, grabbed me before rapidly stomping on me..I have two choices at that moment, fight back or take it and I choose to take all those beatings..
Why ?
Because if I fight back, my uncle and aunt will definitely join the beating and if it's 3v1, I would surely be hospitalized...The person that I thought of was my biological father, a woman that I thought was as if she was my biological mother watching their son beat the shit out of me.
My cousin that I thought that he was my most trusted biological brother beat me...The amount of backstabbing and betrayal I felt that day is beyond my mind...When I think about it, I only feel sad, angry, betrayed...
After 15-20 minutes of beating, I finally heard something that I wasn't expected to hear in my entire life...My uncle told me that if I fight against his son, he'll slaughter me..he don't give a fuck about getting into the jail as long as I'm dead
In order to save my ass, I did what I'm best at all these years...Pretend to become a coward
And now I live back with my parents after my uncle kicked me out from his house
Glain413
@IruhamuNikku you're welcome remember we Will always be here and There for you, stay strong and 'never stop believing, determine and give up'
IruhamuNikku
@Demon8210 thanks both of you...You won't have any idea how much I appreciate both of you..After my uncle kicked me out of his house, I decided to go back to my parents house...After telling them about what happened, they decided that they're going to send me to the hospital to have a check up..I had a little bump on my head due to the beating I got.. My parents also told me that if I need to go to a therapist, they are willing to send me there..Right now I've been hospitalized for the next few days I know this sounds pretty dumb or stupid but by writing the story, I can see many people comment..All of them were positive and it gave me pretty much motivation to stay strong.. Thank you for everything you guys did...I appreciate it very much