I think the reality of it is I'm scared to keep continuing my story and it's why I fail to keep writing. I'm scared that only 30 people are going to read the whole thing and forget about it, therefore a waste of my efforts. I know we write for ourselves but I already know how the story ends and I want others to see where it goes also. So I'm choosing to put aside this fear of mine and continue writing no matter how much I feel like it's all for nothing.