You are beautiful the way you are, don't change yourself just because of what others say. You have so much power and beauty in you. You can change the world. I'm sending so much hugs to you because you deserve them so much. It's not good to hurt yourself because it's not worth it. There's so many ways to change. But the blade is never the answer don't feed that negativity anymore. Talk to someone about it. All of us on wattpad don't want to see you hurt anymore. We want to see you smile for real. We want to see you all healthy and happy it may take steps and steps to come out into light. But don't be afraid anymore we are all here for you.