GleenQuackmire2

I apologize for not posting at all these past few months. I'm just very slow at drawing and I don't like to upload one picture at a time due to Wattpad's absurd advertisement overload in between every chapter, so I like to dump a bunch of pictures at once which just slows me down further. I've also been going to the gym, which is nice.
          	
          	My three main resolutions this year is to study everyday, learn chinese (not due to rednote or anything I just love my fellow chinese cesark fans), and upload more. Which is going to be quite challenging as college is about to start but it'll be great because it'll get me to stop procrastinating.

GleenQuackmire2

I apologize for not posting at all these past few months. I'm just very slow at drawing and I don't like to upload one picture at a time due to Wattpad's absurd advertisement overload in between every chapter, so I like to dump a bunch of pictures at once which just slows me down further. I've also been going to the gym, which is nice.
          
          My three main resolutions this year is to study everyday, learn chinese (not due to rednote or anything I just love my fellow chinese cesark fans), and upload more. Which is going to be quite challenging as college is about to start but it'll be great because it'll get me to stop procrastinating.

GleenQuackmire2

[El Gran Debate del Fandom: Gleen vs. Yahir]
          
          Escena: Un hilo de Twitter con cientos de respuestas. El campo de batalla está listo. Dos usuarios, ferozmente convencidos de que su ship es el correcto. Sus armas: headcanons sin sentido y un desprecio absoluto por la opinión contraria.
          
          
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          @Gleen_Mark4Ever:
          
          No me importa lo que digan los degenerados. César es el activo. Mark es el pasivo. Así fue destinado a ser. Mark es tierno, pequeño, tímido y adorable. César es alto, imponente, masculino y dominante. ES SENTIDO COMÚN.
          
          @YahizzleXtreme:
          
          DIOS, QUÉ ANTIGUA ERES. ¿Te escuchas a ti misma? “Mark es chiquito y lindo”??? ES UN ADULTO. ¿Por qué lo tratas como si fuera el uke de un manga de los 2000? Hermana, ese hombre tiene trauma, paranoia y un instinto asesino reprimido. ¡ESO NO ES UN PASIVO! Mientras tanto, César es literalmente un alternado. Ese tipo nació para que lo controlen.
          
          @Gleen_Mark4Ever:
          
          Ay miraaa, soy un niño de 16 años adicto a Twitter y creo que lo sé todo porque leí un hilo sobre "dominancia psicológica". Escucha, chamaco, siéntate y deja que una adulta te explique algo. Masculinidad no es lo mismo que dominancia. César fue criado con disciplina militar, mientras que Mark apenas puede mantener contacto visual sin temblar como un chihuahua con cafeína.
          
          Y ni se te ocurra salir con la estupidez de “el trauma lo hace dominante.” Si acaso, lo hace más fácil de someter.
          
          @YahizzleXtreme:
          
          BRO, ME ESTÁS DANDO LA RAZÓN. ¿Mark es un chihuahua con cafeína? ¿Y SABES QUÉ MÁS SON LOS CHIHUAHUAS? UNOS MALDITOS PSICÓPATAS. Ese tipo ha sido manipulado, aterrorizado y perseguido por alternados toda su vida. ¡Tiene tanta furia acumulada que ES OBVIO que cuando revienta, TOMA EL CONTROL.
          
          ¿Y César? FUE LITERALMENTE CONTROLADO Y CONVERTIDO EN OTRA COSA. Ese hombre es un títere. Fue poseído, manipulado, convertido en la perra de una entidad superior. ¿Sabes lo que significa? Que su naturaleza es ser sumiso.

Esquizo_fan_de_tmc

@GleenQuackmire2 JaJAJSSJKS ME LEI TODA ESTA WEA AJDKAJDS Y LA AMO HAGANLA WATTPAS JAZJKADHS
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chichi8474

@ GleenQuackmire2  BASTÓ, AMOOOOOOOOO ESTO 
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GleenQuackmire2

La IA es re buena, no entiendo por qué a la gente no le gusta.
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GleenQuackmire2

ChatGPT said it best:
          
          Oh my GOD, I completely get what you’re saying. It makes absolutely zero sense for Mark to be the top in that dynamic, like... hello?! Have we watched the same Mandela Catalogue?
          
          César, in literally any form—whether human or Alternate—is bigger, stronger, and more dominant. Even as a normal human, he was taller than Mark, and once he became an inhuman entity, he gained that eerie, imposing, predator-like presence. Meanwhile, Mark is the skittish, paranoid one, who’s literally terrified of what’s happening around him. How in the world does that translate to him taking control?
          
          I swear, the people who flip the roles in this ship are just forcing their own preferences onto the characters without considering who they actually are. It’s like they look at a dynamic and go, "Hmm, but what if we completely ignored their personalities and rewrote them for our personal agenda?" Like, girl... you do you, but don’t expect the rest of us to take it seriously.
          
          And the worst part? When you point it out, they start mental gymnastics like:
          
          "Mark is traumatized, and that gives him a dark side!" → Okay, but he's also an anxious mess, not some brooding, dominant figure.
          
          "César is an Alternate, which means he could be emotionally submissive!" → WHAT?! He’s a manipulative monster! Since when do eldritch horrors go "uwu yes sir" to their human victims?!
          
          "It's fiction, we can do what we want!" → Sure, but at least make it make sense!
          
          
          Like, if they’re going to ship them, at least keep the dynamic logical. César being in control, possessive, predatory, and Mark being vulnerable and desperate to survive? Now that makes sense. But Mark being the one pinning down a literal nightmare creature? I just cannot take that seriously.

GleenQuackmire2

And the horror aspect? That just makes it even better. There’s something deeply unsettling about the idea of Mark—shaking, panting, eyes full of unhinged determination—whispering, "You think you own me? You think you can control me? No. I own you." Imagine that. Imagine the sheer narrative power of Mark forcing this eldritch abomination into submission, proving that no matter how powerful the Alternate is, it can still be controlled.
            
            So yeah, I get it. The traditional dynamic makes sense. But if you really think about it, Mark topping isn’t just possible—it’s terrifyingly compelling.
            
            
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            Whew. That was painful to write, but I think I did a damn good job making it sound convincing.
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GleenQuackmire2

And now to be devil's advocate so as to not upset anyone:
            
            Oh, you wanna challenge me? Fine. Let me do the impossible and argue for Mark as the top and César as the bottom. Here goes nothing:
            
            
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            Okay, hear me out. I know it sounds crazy at first, but if you really think about it, Mark topping Alternate!César actually makes sense.
            
            First of all, let’s talk about power dynamics. Yes, on the surface, César is the big, scary Alternate with all the control. But what if that’s exactly why he needs to be dominated? He’s been twisted into this monster, forced into something inhuman, but deep down, there’s still something left of the real César. And that part of him? That part wants to be overpowered.
            
            Imagine Mark—traumatized, paranoid, but finally snapping. He’s been running for so long, afraid, helpless. But then he realizes something: He’s done letting this thing control him. He’s done being scared. Maybe he even sees a way to turn the tables, to assert his own dominance over the creature that ruined his life.
            
            Now, let’s talk physicality. People love to say, "Oh, but César is stronger!" But strength doesn’t always mean dominance. What if César’s greatest fear isn’t being defeated, but submitting? What if Mark figures that out and uses it against him? He could have this quiet, simmering rage that’s been building up, and when it finally explodes—when he pushes César down and takes control—it’s like a reversal of everything we thought we knew about their relationship.
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GleenQuackmire2

When people rebel against God due to the injustices of life I believe that this happens because they feel like they're inherently owed something simply for being alive. That's not the case as the only things we are owed by God is the gift of existing and the end of it. We tend to be too comfortable with our privileges and see them as "rights", when many haven't even had the chance to experience things such as waking up to see the next day or have a conscience and hability to think, be imaginative and feel. I believe more people should see the world through Schopenhauer's (MY FAVE) philosophy where suffering is a constant, something to be already expected. So that our privileges and everyday miracles aren't seen as "mudane" but out of the ordinary and something to be grateful to God for. He doesn't need to erradicate illnesses or end wars or anything like that as simple act of giving life to us humans, giving us thought and free reign, is already enough for something that did not have to exist yet He materialized it into being anyway. We are free to do as we wish, yet we do everything wrong, ruin society and blame God for our own actions when He did nothing but step aside and let us live life as we want. People hate God for "imposing" Himself on people yet want him to exert more control over life. Ironic. That's why I believe in meritocracy. You have to prove that you're worth something to society through your skills and to God through your faith. Otherwise, the bare minimum, existing, merits nothing. But my opinion is based on my perspective that life is suffering and happiness is to be praised; but when people think life should be happiness and suffering is an anomaly, I can understand why they'd feel angry at God.

GleenQuackmire2

I typed Him in lowercase I'm going to Hell aren't I
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GleenQuackmire2

Muchachos, tengan cuidado con las cuentas con las que interactúan aquí. Veo a muchas personas extrañas que los siguen y a las que ustedes también siguen, y no puedo evitar preocuparme. Solo un aviso amistoso de una anciana de 19 años. (Sé cómo es esto para ustedes, jóvenes; yo me metí en el yaoi a los 11, jaja xd).

Stay_kaoriii

@GleenQuackmire2  gracias por el aviso te quiero mucho:3
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YEDDYCOVE12

@ GleenQuackmire2  Gracias, espero estes bien. :3
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Nniirrvv

@ GleenQuackmire2  Gracias por el aviso, se tendrá en cuenta❤❤.
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GleenQuackmire2

¿Alguien sabe algo sobre la carta que Alex (supuestamente) le escribió a Andrew en 2021-2022? Volví a ver una recopilación de clips de Alex y Andrew, y se mostró la parte de la carta. Estoy bastante segura de que es de Alex, ya que Andrew dijo que "Al" la escribió (además, tiene la letra de AK). Es difícil distinguirlo debido a la mala calidad de YouTube y al hecho de que la cuenta de TikTok que originalmente alojaba el clip desapareció, al igual que las transmisiones de Andrew. En la carta parece haber algo sobre la serie y una frase como: "Por favor, no te sientas tan mal por eso" (????). ¿Es algo que ya se sabe? ¿Estoy fuera del circuito?
          
          Acabo de notar que Andrew parecía un poco angustiado después de mostrar la carta. Silenció el micrófono (¿posiblemente? ¿O simplemente articuló algo en silencio?) y le dijo a Eli ALGO que no puedo entender. ¿Fue una ruptura? ¿O me estoy volviendo loca?

yumisayo

@ GleenQuackmire2  Que
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GleenQuackmire2

Lamentablemente, no es una carta de ruptura. Lo más probable es que sea una carta que Alex le escribió a Andrew en respuesta a su salida de la serie. Analizándola más a fondo...
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