I've finally figured out I'm Asexual-Panromantic. It's gonna be a fun ride explaining that to ppl.
Like "Secks is gross, but you're kinda cute and I wanna cuddle you."
It took me how long to figure out that I shouldn't be grossed out by the thought of even making out with someone- when I identified as Pansexual.
Like I know I was forcing myself to say weird stuff that even grossed me out.