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Worst feeling to ever exist is when you have exciting news or are just bored, that you have no one to call or text.
You're just alone, sitting in a room, realizing that there is no one there. Realizing that you aren't someone's favorite, that you aren't someone's go-to when something bad happens. It hurts. It fucking hurts and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of always being replaced. I'm sick of not being important to anyone. I'm sick of always being left out.
Sick of being the last one to know something. I'm sick of only being called when someone needs something from me. I'm sick of being used. I'm sick of people who tell me that they care for me but literally can't text me or call me.
I'm sick of being alone. I can go on and on. But what's the point? Nothing will change. I want it to end. For good.