✨ A f_ckin pretty princess ✨

Hi
          God I don't think I can take much more of this.
          On top of everything else that's made my life shitty
          My fucking dog just died. The only living thing that I had from my mom. Gone.
          I can't do this anymore
          It's going to kill me
          It's killing me

I got a new phone y'all
          ☺☺

*tw*
          Aaannndd here we go again!
          When I finally open up to someone, they end up leaving me.
          God fucking damnit.
          (If u can't tell, my gf just broke up wm )
          Wonderful! Just fucking wonderful!

They update Wattpad or some shit? 
          It looks different wtf

God fucking damnit I hate crying
          I'm just super emotional and just sad in general rn for fucking obvious reasons. God I hate myself for crying like this. It makes me feel weak. I'm such a fucking dumbass

Well, volleyball seasons over
          And I just kissed my crush, my best friend also
          And I cried and cried as I won't see her for a long time
          I just kissed her softly and ran away
          I saw her face
          She looked super happy and chased me and kissed my again
          I don't know whether or not to feel sad or extremely happy 
          Help

Lol this song is such a mood
          
          Shoulder boulder by S3RL
          
          I'm such a fucking lesbian lol. I use half of these words

Hellloooooo
          I'm
          ✨ B O R E D ✨
          What's up with u guys?

Happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeee
          
          Yea I'm unwell
          Aaaannndd I'm having a 
          ✨ Le gay panic ✨
          Over emira blight
          
          And
          
          I have become a new level of ✨gae ✨
          
          
          
          
          
          I am unwell

Hello
          So much has happened since I last wrote. 
          So much.
          Things aren't great.
          I hurt.
          
          So much 
          I can't handle it.
          
          The only person who actually loved me has .... Died.
          My mom. Dead. Gone.
          Just
          Like
          That.
          The pain.
          It hurts.
          
          So much.
          
          
          I can't do this 
          
          Please, someone take the pain away.