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CHAPTER 7 {POUR ME A DRINK... OR FIVE}
SERENDIPITY- HS
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I have to bite the insides of my cheek to stop the impending burn in my eyes of unshed tears as I realize the person I thought I would never see again other than just from behind my phone's screen and on shows is here.
Right here.
Making conversations with us as a friend would. The seven missing years of our friendship feel all blurry right now like they never happened. He didn't go for the auditioning. My family never left England. Nothing really changed.
I wish it was that easy.
I had to close my eyes for a brief moment between the happy go-around conversation we were having as a scorching pain ebbed and flowed inside me.
Where would Harry and I have been if we never separated as we did? Would we still be having those movie nights? Or study sessions? Or maybe helping each other sneak out at night? Would we still be fighting over the last cookie or yelling at each other for proving that one of us is right, and the other is wrong?
Would we still be that competitive bitches we used to be who just can't accept defeat? Would we still be each other's shoulder to cry on...?
Maybe... Maybe not.
Although a part of me is slowly dying at the moment watching the person right in front of me who has been a major part of my childhood but at the same time something else is taking birth, taking its shape.
I can't put my finger on that but I am feeling a lot of emotions at the moment; guilt, grief, excitement, happiness, anxiety and so much more...
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