Goldendragon111

@Goldendragon111 ok

@Goldendragon111 the last chapter is the same, nothing has changed,  maybe wattpad hasn't published it.
            So frustrating   

@Goldendragon111 oh Dragon I can't wait. When I had to pay for my subscription they cut me off completely, I should as for compensation. 

@Goldendragon111 Ok 

@mewmybaby Zian is Top & Jun is bottom 

@TaekookInsiya this yizhan no? Like jun is top here zian is bot. I need to get rid of this confusion only but I understand after I read 

@mewmybaby It's Zhanyi story 

@Kimjungkook Zhanyi.

@Goldendragon111 I understand that different people perceive things differently. There was a post on X about the famous mathematician Ramanujam, and how he said that a Goddess came to his dreams and gave him mathematical insights. And there was a comment by a person, I forget the exact words but the comment was to the effect that he was crazy. I laughed seeing that, for that gentleman has decided there is no god based on his perception and understanding. He felt he was right to call a great mathematician crazy. In my view if Ramanujam was crazy, then by God, we need more crazies! So if there is ever anyone telling you that you are crazy, I hope you remind yourself that not everyone in the world will understand you or appreciate you. But there will also always be people who will (like me). I still don't think you really understand how much I appreciate these 3 stories. There are a lot of things I am not able to put here coz this is a public platform, and I don't want the things closest to my heart to be available for public consumption :). I'll follow your insta and send you a message there with the details. I trust it when Einstein said god does not play dice with the universe. If you were not meant for this you'd never been pulled into it. ESP since you said writing was never your plan :). 
            

@storyCrazy I got goosebumps reading your message. Is it really that meditative? that high vibrational? I could feel it was intense while writing. I would like to share something with you. While writing few chapters I was listening to few chants of lord Shiva . And after writing the last chapter I cried for an hour while listening to the same chants. Then when I could see Xian smiling and telling me that he was happy, that his soul could not die, never... I felt good.
            
            I'm just a normal human being. Writing was never in my route plan, but these experiences are real. It also happened during Maple and Ginkgo. I only thought about the Ginkgo tree in Tiny bit of Chaos. Then suddenly at the end the maple tree got introduced. Then I chose the name for the next story. When Xian told me to end the story in a place where maple and ginkgo stands together, I was just following his instructions, I was thinking of some imaginary place...I didn't know if geographically it was possible for those two trees to be at the same place. But then I thought of searching google and was surprised to know that there's such place where they stand together. I was really shocked. I also want to go the Shinnyodo temple in Japan for once just to witness them. This is strange ..very strange to me. You know I often forget what I wrote, because it was not my plan, it was His. That's why I'm afraid that I might not be able to weave such plots again...I'm not a born writer. But I thought about your words that there are more stories to be told and if they chose me like Xian and Jun I'll write. 
            You didnt find me insane..crazy that's why I shared this with you. I just love to live in these stories, like you all I also discover these stories because I never knew what's going to happen next.
            Thank you so much for believing in me.

@Goldendragon111 Thank you for sharing your views, and giving me a glimpse into your inner world. You are such a sweet soul! 
            
            Have you heard this anecdote of Michael Jackson recording songs at night when he got the inspiration? He believed that if he did not act on them immediately, Prince might catch on to the idea. The thought-o-sphere is a true concept. If Xian stayed with you for 2 years and waited for you to tell us his story, it's certainly because he felt no-one else could have done it better. (I too feel the same btw!) Just the fact that you are able to let Xian tell his story and not interfere seems to me, a form of mediation. No wonder it put me into a mediative state when I read it! Trust me dear Author, Tiny bit of Chaos vibrates with such meditative energy! Even the plane crash could not bring down its positivity. In my view, you have been instrumental in creating something that can inspire, that can transform. At least it was instrumental in my life. Certain knowledge that I had to know and certain actions that I needed to take came to me after I read this. So trust me, as long as you let the characters talk to you and put forth their stories to us, your writing will always be powerful. I wonder why you wonder if you'll be able to write any story after this. If you want to share, I would be happy to listen.. Just giving you the thought that popped in my head when I read that sentence of yours - I  believe there are many other stories waiting to be told, and given how this trilogy is done, the Xians' and Juns' will come to you with their stories for sure. :) 
            
            Also, nothing you said sounded insane. It just sounded straight from the heart, and Isn't that the best way to live! Kudos to you my dear Author. I am sending you my prayers and love! 

@Kimjungkook You don't have to be shy.

@Kimjungkook Sure, I'll read it. But I dont have facebook. I have insta id in my profile.

@Madhavinarayana Have you started reading Beyond the silver cord?

@Goldendragon111 @Goldendragon111 Good ,looking forward.
            
            God currently reading one fate and spiritual concept of Zhanyi....m in crying mess, thanks for ur message, Back to earth.

@Madhavinarayana I am not sure if it will be a bonus. It won't be a soft love story. It's the end of karmic lesson and spiritual reunion.

@Goldendragon111 let's hope for the best. I don't have much expectation from this too but atleast the current is gone.

@Kimjungkook Ah. Change is good. I hope they will keep their promises. I'm one of the govt. employees who is still waiting for the DA and 7th pay commission. :-)

@Goldendragon111 ok my sis in law is here so I am getting less time,but still I will try to start reading...❤️ I was waiting for your update to start reading it

@Kimjungkook I have changed the names till chapter 20. 10 more chapters left. If you want you can start reading.  I think by tomorrow I'll finish.

@Kimjungkook Thank you so... so much.