You know I sincerely disgust all the people that thinks so be so funny by joking with ones emotions.
The horrible thing is that they go away with it just by saying "oh but it's a joke I don't want to hurt him" but in reality the only joke they make is to themselves where they choose their life to make someone suffer and act dumb like they didn't mean it, or that they are saying all of this for your own good and not to make you feel bad. When in reality all they say makes you feel like trash and their stupid excuse is that it's a joke or they are doing this for your own good and both this ends with "It's your fault for being so sensive" making you seem like an horrible person or make you see yourself like you not enough.
I've been through this two times and it was horrible. I cannot express hate when the person I love the most is going through this as well, I want all the best for them I would never wish anything else.
If you are reading this please let me help you fix this even if this will make them feel bad, it will be one piece of revenge and freedom for you and your mind.