Goldheart1

"The Other Side" is perfect for a Dazai and Chuuya animatic and you cannot convince me otherwise
          
          Ahhh specifically Dazai and Chuuya when they were fifteen, when Dazai "convinced" Chuuya to join the Port Mafia
          
          I'd do it, but realistically, I'd lose motivation before even finishing the first sketch, lol-

One of my favorite tags I've ever put on any of my fics: "I'm traumatizing EVERYONE"
          
          Another one I love: "No beta we die like Shinra's childhood innocence"

I need a thorough detox from my dad
          
          I got back to my mom's and just broke down
          
          I'm tired but I can't sleep and I don't really want to sleep in case the quiet makes me feel worse
          
          Also I somehow managed to cut myself on the drink cabinet at my dad's earlier?? Like? How?? T^T
          
          That part isn't bad, it's just weird and funny. Also dw I'm fine, it didn't even bleed (which would probably be mildly concerning if it wasn't ME, sometimes I just don't bleed for whatever reason)
          
          Anyways
          
          Good night

Oh also not related to my last post other than it being an ad I got while watching a Minecraft ARG analysis, but I think YouTube knows I'm getting right back into Murder Drones because I got an ad for an MD picrew app with Bite Me playing
          
          Also I'm pretty sure they just stole a popular picrew so there's no way I'm downloading it because wtf

"So what do you like to do to wind down before going to sleep? :D"
          
          Watch Minecraft ARG analyses and unfiction or traumatize my OCs :3
          
          OOH OR BOTH
          
          AT THE SAME TIME >:3

Me: *Feels a hair on the back of my neck*
          
          Me: Oh GoD iT's A sPiDeR
          
          AKA, I tried to go to sleep earlier but I saw a FREAKING SPIDER crawling on my comforter and I'm still paranoid over an hour later
          
          Fyi I have no idea where that poor spider went after I yeeted my covers away from myself. I can only hope it's not hurt further than possible hurt feelings T^T
          
          Rest peacefully, spider. You deserve it more than I do rn

No one:
          
          Me at two in the morning: Aight so time to write about anime

When you want to write something to help you feel tired but you're too tired to write anything:

No one:
          
          Me: Aight I have hundreds of ideas for gay fics and fanart but my motivation hates me as much as I hate looking in mirrors, so I'mma just take advantage of my hyperfixations to write crap in the middle of the night because sleep is for the weak
          
          Also me: Huh maybe I shouldn't have drank two cups of caffeinated tea before bed

Someone needs to put Rudo and Shinra in a room together
          
          One of them doesn't know how to smile and the other has a nervous tic that makes him smile
          
          (Random 2:00 AM thoughts I have while hyperfixating on anime-)
          (Also this makes more sense if you know which animes I'm talking about, I swear T^T)