Goldheart_17

Hm.
          	
          	You know, I'm just gonna ask, because my parents seem to brush past it.
          	
          	Is it normal to see and hear things that aren't there?
          	
          	Not constantly, of course (well- I might be getting there, I'm... really not sure), but like... Sometimes? On and off?
          	
          	Sometimes I hear things that aren't there, like whispering, yelling, even distant calls and echoes. I hear animal sounds that aren't there, too. It just keeps happening more often, too.
          	
          	As for seeing things, I'll sometimes see shadows moving, or a person or animal out of the corner of my eye, but when I turn to look, they're gone.
          	
          	I sometimes feel things, too, like a cat brushing up against my leg when there's nothing there. That's the majority of the physical stuff, but I sometimes feel other stuff, too? Pretty sure that's mostly sensitivity from my various health issues and stuff, though (like how I hate anything touching one of my scars).
          	
          	Ehhh, I don't know. I mean, I've genuinely questioned my sanity before, so uhhh maybe I'm just overthinking this. Still, I just wanna know if any of that is normal, preferably without my mom telling me that my brain damage keeps getting worse so of course I'm gonna... Idk, whatever tf she'd say. My dad just looks at me like he's gonna lose me or something.
          	
          	Ignore this if you want. It's only been two days since I got my wisdom teeth out, so maybe the medicine is screwing with me more than I thought. I don't know.
          	
          	Whatever.

cozyares

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@Goldheart_17 i hope im not haunted.. though i have messed around with the paranormal before FUCK :4
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Goldheart_17

@cozyares Oh gosh, that sounds terrifying. I don't have too many paranormal experiences other than my cat visiting me in the months following her passing and talking to a little boy that had passed away decades ago. I hope you aren't haunted or anything, though.
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cozyares

@Goldheart_17 thank you, 
          	  
          	  and ALSO i sometimes see banshees beside my bed with their arm crawling up the side of the bed in my peripheral, but when i jump and shine my light there its not there.. also, one time i remember it so vividly and i usually forget things like this, but my sister was staying in the kitchen because she was scared, (the kitchen is open to the living room and hallway with two bed rooms and a bathroom so you dont get confused) i slowly walked in the hallway, and i heard a short scream and then a little girl talking, and when i ran off, it stopped, and then i stomped down the hallway, and i looked in every room, the tvs were off. i also remember the time it was my birthday then something tugged so hard down on the banner in the  living room everyone saw it. 
          	  
          	  i dont know if im kind of schizophrenic but i know most of my paranormal experiences are real.
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Goldheart_17

Hm.
          
          You know, I'm just gonna ask, because my parents seem to brush past it.
          
          Is it normal to see and hear things that aren't there?
          
          Not constantly, of course (well- I might be getting there, I'm... really not sure), but like... Sometimes? On and off?
          
          Sometimes I hear things that aren't there, like whispering, yelling, even distant calls and echoes. I hear animal sounds that aren't there, too. It just keeps happening more often, too.
          
          As for seeing things, I'll sometimes see shadows moving, or a person or animal out of the corner of my eye, but when I turn to look, they're gone.
          
          I sometimes feel things, too, like a cat brushing up against my leg when there's nothing there. That's the majority of the physical stuff, but I sometimes feel other stuff, too? Pretty sure that's mostly sensitivity from my various health issues and stuff, though (like how I hate anything touching one of my scars).
          
          Ehhh, I don't know. I mean, I've genuinely questioned my sanity before, so uhhh maybe I'm just overthinking this. Still, I just wanna know if any of that is normal, preferably without my mom telling me that my brain damage keeps getting worse so of course I'm gonna... Idk, whatever tf she'd say. My dad just looks at me like he's gonna lose me or something.
          
          Ignore this if you want. It's only been two days since I got my wisdom teeth out, so maybe the medicine is screwing with me more than I thought. I don't know.
          
          Whatever.

cozyares

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@Goldheart_17 i hope im not haunted.. though i have messed around with the paranormal before FUCK :4
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Goldheart_17

@cozyares Oh gosh, that sounds terrifying. I don't have too many paranormal experiences other than my cat visiting me in the months following her passing and talking to a little boy that had passed away decades ago. I hope you aren't haunted or anything, though.
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cozyares

@Goldheart_17 thank you, 
            
            and ALSO i sometimes see banshees beside my bed with their arm crawling up the side of the bed in my peripheral, but when i jump and shine my light there its not there.. also, one time i remember it so vividly and i usually forget things like this, but my sister was staying in the kitchen because she was scared, (the kitchen is open to the living room and hallway with two bed rooms and a bathroom so you dont get confused) i slowly walked in the hallway, and i heard a short scream and then a little girl talking, and when i ran off, it stopped, and then i stomped down the hallway, and i looked in every room, the tvs were off. i also remember the time it was my birthday then something tugged so hard down on the banner in the  living room everyone saw it. 
            
            i dont know if im kind of schizophrenic but i know most of my paranormal experiences are real.
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Goldheart_17

I'm getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Goldheart_17

@cozyares  No worries! And no, I'm feeling way better. Thank you for asking!
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cozyares

@Goldheart_17 my bad for the late reply but my sister loves minecraft too  anyway, is your jaw still hurting?
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Goldheart_17

@cozyares  NICEEEE. I tend to fall asleep between 1:00 AM and 4-5:00 AM, depending on... whatever. Usually it depends on whether or not I'm super invested in a fanfic or Minecraft ARG lol. Unfortunately, I have to wake up at 10 TwT
            
            I passed out before midnight last night, though. Anesthesia and jaw pain go brr T^T
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Goldheart_17

Hear me out
          
          An LMK fix but it's "Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist"
          
          And MK is Avery while Red Son is D3rLord3 
          
          And it's from MKvery's POV as he disregards R3dLord3's warning in order to figure out what happened
          
          And R3dLord3 is watching from the shadows and desperately trying to keep MKvery alive 
          
          All while King in Yellow is just trying to figure out how someone can be this stupid

Goldheart_17

Guys I thought I was gonna hate rereading Quills and Dog Tags because it's one of my older works, but it's actually kinda funny. Unfortunately, my current style of writing doesn't really match the fic, so I might have to go back and edit it or just rewrite it (and, y'know, finish it). It was always meant to have three chapters, and somehow I never got to the last one.
          
          Also rereading it made me realize that I have no idea how Dissociative Identity Disorder (if the name was changed recently, I apologize) works, so uh- ☠
          
          It was always meant to be an AU but that doesn't make it any better. If I'm going to finish it, I need to do what I've been doing when writing about injuries and illnesses and do actual research. I apologize to anyone I may have offended with my ignorance.
          
          If anyone has any tips, advice, or knowledge, please feel free to talk to me. If you don't feel comfortable talking to me here, I have my socials in my bio

Goldheart_17

I'm currently working on another oneshot in my LMK Oneshots book, plus I just updated the cover. Yes, it's a WIP piece, but it's better than nothing.
          
          So enjoy Red Son cuddling with cat MK whilst reading a book.
          
          Good night, Night Vale. Good night. (It's past one in the morning but I can't sleep TwT Help TwT)

Goldheart_17

That awkward moment when writing tends to help you fall asleep but you're too tired to write TwT 
          
          Oh also I have an AO3 now. So. Yeah.
          
          Enjoy crossposted stories whenever I feel motivated to properly format them over there.
          
          Also someone please knock me out with a frying pan, I don't care if I end up with a concussion, I'm tired but can't sleep
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Also also "Cuter As A Corpse" by Korpsebunny is epic and I'm listening to it on loop okay good night