Hello!!
Lora here! I have bad news.. so basically a few days ago me and my mom argued about something and she brought up my 7th grade fails and told me I didn't try hard enough, etc. I really did try my best, I just underdo on exams so much.. I try and I try and I try but I can't. Exams stress me out so much. Well her words really upset me :( I originally started writing ,,Scores of knowledge, scars of shame" as a vent, thinking it would help. At first it did, but as time went on, writing about these fails just started upsetting me more and more. And my mom's words..
I was getting better but now I feel the same way like in 7th grade. I don't want anything reminding me of that grade, my fails, etc. Luckily my $h scars faded, so that's one thing gone. I've been feeling like hurting myself these days a lot because of my fails, the mean words from my classmates, my fake friends from 7th grade, etc. But I still haven't and I think I can fight the urge to do so. Unfortunately writing soksos just reminds me of everything and upsets me so much. At first it helped me (as I mentioned) but now it doesn't.
With this I announce that Soksos is discontinued.
(I might continue writing it but most likely not. :c
I will still continue writing my WC x BFDI fanfic tho :D)
Thank you for reading this message, have a great day/night!