GoooberDoober
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No one will probably see this and thats good. I just need to get something off my chest and I don't have anyone to talk to so I might just talk to myself.
I feel like I'm going insane the silence is unbearable to the point i never take my headphones off unless I'm forced to or I need to charge them. Im scared that I'm alone. My face burns in pain as my salt tears drip into my open facial wounds. It hurts a lot it stings but I can't help but cry and feel like I'm such a bad person. I can't keep it in I want to cry til the day I die. I can't blame anyone but myself. I don't like this feeling my heart hurts my head is to quiet. Why am I still in this flesh prison I want to rip my skin off. I feel like shit. Nothing goes right for me anymore I tried to hard to there for others that I forgot about myself. I don't know what this feeling is. I feel like I'm mad, sad, dissatisfied, disappointed, lots of feelings at once that I can't really understand I'll probably look back at this and laugh but I just needed to let it out I've been holding tears for to long
GoooberDoober
You can't and won't be her. She was someone you will never be. She was once me but something changed. She may have been more happy to live but now she's him. And he's more emotional. She was sad at time but he is always sad.
