I always thought I was someone who never really cared about others, who would act like a badass, and I actually believed that, but I recently discovered that all that has been nothing but a an act, a wall I put around myself to not get hurt by others, it's something I did subconsciously did without realizing it, after I constantly got hurt for having a big heart that is too giving and forgiving, so all I want to say guys is, sometimes recognizing that your not ok, instead of ignoring your emotions and thoughts helps and you grow from it as a person