Loner Girl

I once loved you, I still do
          But I can't stand by an
          Watch you be happy with
          Someone else so....
          
          Its time for me to let you go
          So this is goodbye..
          It hurts to know your happy
          It hurt to know you gave up 
          It hurt me to say that I have 
          To give up....
          
          So I'm done fighting 
          To keep you around 
          Cause it seem to me
          you already made up 
          your mind so... 
          this is goodbye
          
          By jet

Thanks for following me, I really appreciate it! I hope you have a chance to read and vote for my poems! I have entered my poem Will You into the watty awards! This is my very first time ever entering! I'm so excited! 

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Thank you so much for following me, I truly appreciate it! I hope you get a chance to read and vote for my poems. I have entered my poem Will You into the watty awards! I'm so excited! This is my first time entering! 

hola,would you like to be friends si?(sorry if my english is not good I mostly speak Spanish) 

Father, father, tell me where have you been?
          Its been hell not having you here
          I've been missing you so bad
          And you don't seem to care
          When I go to sleep at night, you're not there
          When I go to sleep at night, do you care?
          
          Do you even miss us?
          Your bottle's your mistress
          I need to know, I need to know
          
          Why are you walking away?
          Was it something I did?
          Did I make a mistake cause
          I'm trying to deal with the pain
          I don't understand this, is this how it is?
          I will try to understand
          
          Father, father, tell me where are you now?
          Its been hell not having you
          Last thing I heard, you were fed up, you're skipping town
          With no note telling where
          When I go to sleep at night, you're not there
          When I go to sleep at night, do you care?
          
          I need to know, I need to know
          
          Why are you walking away?
          Was it something I did?
          Did I make a mistake cause
          I'm trying to deal with the pain
          I don't understand this, is this how it is?
          
          Why are you running away?
          I don't understand this, is this how it is?
          Why are you running away?
          Tell me please, tell me please, I need to know
          
          Is this what you call a family?
          Is this what you call a family?
          Is this what you call a family?
          Is this what you call a family?
          
          Spent seven years wishing that you'd drop the line
          But I carry the thought along with you in my mind
          But is this what you call a family?
          Is this what you call a family?
          Family!
          
          Why are you walking away?
          Was it something I did?
          Did I make a mistake cause
          I'm trying to deal with the pain
          I don't understand this, is this how it is?
          
          Why are you running away?
          I don't understand this, is this how it is?
          Why are you running away?
          Tell me please, tell me please, I need to know
          
          Is this what you call a family?
          Is this what you call a family?
          Is this what you call a family?
          Is this what you call a family?
          
          "A Trophy Father's Trophy Son"

I'm feeling Imagine Dragons right now:
          
          When the days are cold
          and the cards all fold
          and the saints we see a
          are all made of gold
          
          When your dreams all fail 
          And the ones we hail
          are the worst of all
          and the blood runs stale
          
          I wanna hide the truth
          I wanna shelter
          But with the beast inside 
          there's nowhere we can hide
          
          No matter what we breed
          We still are made of greed
          This is my kingdom come
          This is my Kingdom come
          
          When you feel my heat
          Look into my eyes
          (wanna take over)

I see you
          I see the pain in your eyes
          I see the betrayed in your eyes
          I see your upset 
          Because i want to die
          Im so sorry that i can’t be saved 
          But you can so get help 
          You will need it in the long run 
          Or you are going to end up like me

Don't worry, even if this sounds cliché, but a close friend once told that even if you cry, even if you cut, even if you scream, no one will hear you unless you hear yourself first. Unless you can beat all the voices that tear you apart. Unless you do all those things, no one will hear. 
          I have lost her. I am suffering through depression but I stay locked up. I can never save myself as I hid behind a lie. A smile. But I will try to save everyone else the way I can never do for myself. And I want to help you. Not from pity. I dispuise pity. Pity ruined me. I want to do it so you can have a real smile. Not one like mine.

Roses show you the blood on my wrist 
          Violets are showing you that i cant take this anymore 
          And im saying im giving up and that im so sorry for who i am