Goth_Moth666
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Goth_Moth666
Goth_Moth666
NEW ACCOUNT. WILL BE DELETING THIS ONE WHEN ALL SALVAGEABLE STORIES HAVE BEEN SWITCHED OVER.
Goth_Moth666
An eye for an eye
That is the phrase
Surrounded by cries
In the dark of the maze
They are all lost
These innocent souls
For all that it cost
They will never grow old
Some are restless
And others bored
They all become reckless
And charges out in hordes
Remember the saying
There are lives at stake
It’s too late to start praying
For its bodies they take
They feed you lies
With their slick sliver-tongues
Their will not defied
They remind what you’ve done
You are the reason
That they do not breathe
They consider it treason
And set out to be freed
You caused their pain
You knew ‘twas not right
Now ‘tis a game
And they play it with spite
Once you’re replaced
They consider it even
You’ve made your mistake
And been caught by a demon
Now out of your mind
And no soul left to sell
Leave your feelings behind
And get dragged down to hell.
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Come now, break me. Drench me in the blood I shed and blind me with the pain I bring upon myself. Bathe me in the tears that fall from my eyes and kiss me with lips that whisper all the right lies.
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It peers down like an eye, watching everything happening down below. The darkness above it is as black as oil. The darkness under it a light grey. Surrounding the glowing orb are things that cannot be seen. They cannot be seen but they are there. They fill the sky and follow us all. I can feel them, touching and following. I can hear them, whispering and calling. All the while the glow shines bright, huge against the black. The silhouette of clouds against the eye. The hands around my heart and shoulders, holding my face and hands. I watch in complete hyptnotization.
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People think we're losing our minds but they don't see what we see. The endless expanse of blackness that exists inside our minds is as deep as the ocean and as cold as dry ice. As comfortable and serene as the waters sometimes sound, they are filled with many creatures. These monsters try to reach out and grab us; many of us have been torn to pieces and very few of still manage to keep our heads above the waves.
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I guess he has come back to see everything through
It hurts, yes, but there is nothing I can do
I guess he's come back to break my heart
And all I can do is watch
As my world falls apart.
I can feel the hand on my heart griping so tightly
I wonder if he does it just to spite me
I want no more than to cry, I'm in so much pain
I feel it is sure that I am going insane.
But what should I do, I just don't understand!
I am not able to give my all on command
My head is pounding, there are so many thoughts
That he would still love me, of course, surely not.
Back come my demons to build up my wall
Instead of running through life, now only I crawl
To people that matter, it does not show
But they notice, so now of course they know.
The black in my head is now getting darker
And I can feel now, myself slipping farther
My body is numb, it is so hard to breathe
I hide myself in the dark room
So no one will see.
In this horrible reality I want only to sleep
So my strength I might manage to keep
So many memories I want out of my head
If I don't, I fear I will surely be dead.
Goth_Moth666
Demons are supposed to be cruel, spiteful, and deceitful—or that is, this is how most people consider them to be. They cannot be seen yet they are always present. But what if you we completely aware of of your demons? What if this vicious little entity was the one that loved you more than anyone else else did? Would you enjoy this love and be grateful for the kindness being shown to you? Or would you strive to use this newfound "love" to your advantage? These were questions no demon bothered to ask and were therefore used as toys by the very one they chose to care for.
—Excerpt from upcoming story "Manipulation and Sacrifice".
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Current song: Without You by Breaking Benjamin
Search for the answers I knew all along
I lost myself, we all fall down
Never the wiser of what I've become
Alone I stand a broken man
All I have is one last chance
I wont turn my back on you
Take my hand, drag me down
If you fall then I will too
And I can't save what's left of you
Say something new
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fighting never ends
I can't face the dark without you
Follow me under and pull me apart
I understand there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less I won't forget
Come back down save your self
I can't find my way to you
And I can't bear to face the truth
Say something new
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fighting never ends
I can't face the dark without you
I wanted to forget
I'm trying to forget
Don't leave me here again
I'm with you forever, the end
Say something new
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fighting never ends
I can't face the dark without you
Holding the hand that hold's me down
I forgive, forget you, the end
Holding the hand that hold's me down
I forgive you, forget you, the end
Goth_Moth666
this message may be offensive
When there is nothing for us to look forward to, when we have no energy to do anything, it is not because we want to sit and do nothing or be lazy. It's because our depression is tearing us apart from the inside out. You don't want me sitting on my bed every single day that I'm home? Fix me. Oh yeah, I forgot, you just don't give a shit.