GothicGirl_09232020

Heyyy so I'm making a South park Fandom Au and hopefully making a show of it I would love to see if you wanna help? Please DM if you do! Thanks!!

I can't take this anymore! I've been having dizzy spells everyday, as well as seizures, I've been throwing up all the time as well (I know, too much information.) Oh well, you're getting it. Anyways, as I was saying, I can't take this anymore. I don't know how long I can take this anymore. I really don't. I used to pretend that everything was okay, but, I can't anymore.

Well this is the eight year anniversary of my accident. I got hit by a blue Subaru walking home from school and was told by the doctors I'd never be able to walk again. Well, jokes on them. I can walk and run.

Hey everyone, I might not be on for awhile. My grandma is really sick and I've been having a lot of anxiety and panic attacks. I still haven't gotten my depression pills yet so, this sucks.

Can we do a south park rp?... it's fine if not..

That moment when you lose your glasses and your mom and sisters tell you to look for them and you just look at them with one of those "are you fucking kidding me?"  Look.

Ay de mí Llorona
          Llorona de azul celeste
          ay de mi Llorona
          Llorona de azul celeste
          Y aunque la vida me celeste Llorona
          No dejare de quererte
          Y aunque la vida me cueste Llorona
          No dejare de quererte
          No dejare de quererte
          No dejare de quererto

I really want to learn how to play guitar, the only problem is, I have no money to buy a guitar and all the guitar apps that are in the app store totally suck. I mean like my family comes from a lot of musical background. I used to be the lead in all the songs when I was in choir. But, I gave up on singing later on in my life because I was dealing with depression (which I still am) and anxiety and, I hated to be around people because I don't want anyone to see me have a panic attack. So, I stopped singing in front of other people. I listen to music and sing to myself in my room. I've had times where I'm not paying attention and someone will open my bedroom door to check in on me and hear me sing but as soon as I notice them I stop automatically. I can't stand people hearing me sing. But, I want to learn how to play guitar or violin. My auntie used to play violin, now since she has arthritis in both hands she can't play anymore. I want to be more than just a girl who is still in high school, I want to make my dreams of becoming a guitarist or even a singer if I ever get the courage to sing in front of judges.

I'm 20 but I look like I'm 12. I'm getting myself some free candy tonight!  
          Happy Halloween! ☠️️

I hate having a cold. I don't any energy to write anything and I can hardly breathe.