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Hey, y'all I'm back! I'm fine guys. It's been a while. How is everyone??

Hey well I have no else to live for anymore.. I cut myself.. I'm bleeding out.. I don't care.. I want everything to be over now. I am gonna kill myself guys.. I loved her so much now we are over.. no one ever broke up with me before now I know how it feels.. it hurts.. like I have nothing left anymore.. bye everyone. Idk if I will see u guys later. I need a break

She says she loves me more than I think. But how am I suppose to know. Considering how many times people says that and I get torn apart. I dont know if I love her more than just a friend or what.. I love her personality.. she is funny, kind, caring, understanding, she wont judge me... 
          Maybe I just rarely find anyone like her and I think I am in love with her.. I dont fucking understand myself how can anyone understand me.
          

He says he is their for me but is he really? 
          No he complains that I am depressed and sad..
          I'm sorry I ain't perfect like your pretty little fucking girlfriend.
          I cant make u happy like her.
          I'm sorry.. 
          

I'm tried.
          I tell people I am tired and they say oh take a nap. 
          No they dont understand.
          I am not that type of tired.
          I am tired of living.
          I am tired of hurting. 
          I am tired of caring.
          I am tired of people not my fake smiling.
          Maybe I should just die..
          Nothing can help me.

I'm done.
          Im done living. 
          Im done fighting
          I'm done caring.
          I'm done loving.
          I'm done being close with people.
          It sucks.

GRACEY- If you loved me
          
          It described my relationship with my ex girlfriend.. it makes me sad
          @ThatGirlThea 

I dont wanna be alive..

I wanna die..

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