Gotta_Ride_Or_Die

Y’all help lmfao. I just got done reading a Dramione fanfic only to realize IT WAS PUBLISHED IN 2006!! I wasn’t even alive yet T_T and I was barely over a year old by the time they finished it. So like I’m guessing, for one, Dramione has been a thing for a VERY long time and sometimes I forget just how old the HP books are compared to me 

Gotta_Ride_Or_Die

Y’all help lmfao. I just got done reading a Dramione fanfic only to realize IT WAS PUBLISHED IN 2006!! I wasn’t even alive yet T_T and I was barely over a year old by the time they finished it. So like I’m guessing, for one, Dramione has been a thing for a VERY long time and sometimes I forget just how old the HP books are compared to me 

Gotta_Ride_Or_Die

(TW: Substance Addiction and Abuse) 
          
          Anyone else remember when I said I wouldn’t get addicted to vaping? Yeah no I lied. Got addicted to that along with smoking weed and drinking. Honestly, the only excuse I have is because they made me feel good and gave me an escape from reality when my books were not enough. Now that I’m living with my mom, im working on breaking those habits. But the thing is, no matter how long you are sober, you will always want it. So yes, there will be times I will break. I haven’t had weed in at least a month. I hadn’t had alcohol since I lived with my mom but lady weekend I broke sadly broke that. Haven’t had it since last weekend though. And finally, I haven’t vaped in a few weeks. I’m trying my best guys and hopefully I’ll be able to stop soon until I’m at least 21 and can use them with more maturity 

LEMorgan1

@Gotta_Ride_Or_Die join us on tumblr lolol you'd fit right in
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Gotta_Ride_Or_Die

@LEMorgan1 <3 I’m just a brutally honest girl who went through stuff and hates lying so being awkward and mushy and heartfelt is what I do as well lmao 
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LEMorgan1

@Gotta_Ride_Or_Die <3 imma tumblr girlie being honest and heartfelt and mushy is what we do lolol
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pog_pansexual_person

hey it’s been a while! how’ve you been? :]

Gotta_Ride_Or_Die

I’ve been pretty good. Super busy with choir competitions and life and dealing with some depression but I’m starting therapy now :D
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The_Mafia_Gal

Thanks a lot for adding SPY DUST to your reading list! ❤️  
          
          The book is currently not available on Wattpad as it has been picked up for publishing. However, you can still read the Wattpad version from 2020, which I have re-uploaded under it’s original title RUSSIAN GAMBIT.    
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/327243221-russian-gambit-mafia-romance-spy-thriller 

Gotta_Ride_Or_Die

GUYS IM SO EXCITED! So one of my best friends, Logan, proposed to his girlfriend today. (It was really cute how he did it too) They’re planning on getting married next year when they’ll be like 18/19 maybe 20 (I’m sorry I haven’t discussed ages with them in a while T_T) BUT ANYWAYS I’m invited to the wedding and I was promised years ago that I would be either their future children’s aunt or godmother. These guys have been together for a bit and basically grew up kicking each other’s asses in Jiu-Jitsu. They’re like a fictional couple come to life I swear! If you’re a PJO fan, imagine Percabeth and that’s what you get. Except Logan is cocky as hell in a good way. But yeah that’s the exciting thing that happened for me today. I’m so happy for them. 

Gotta_Ride_Or_Die

This post literally aged horribly they’re broken up now.  Logan’s literally a fuckin dick and he can honestly burn in hell for all I care but at least Katherine’s still great 
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Gotta_Ride_Or_Die

@Raining_me1346 me too they really deserve to be happy 
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Raining_me1346

@Gotta_Ride_Or_Die Awwwwwwwwwwww i wish them the best in life
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Gotta_Ride_Or_Die

TW: mentions of SA and abuse. Also dark humor bc that’s how I cope =D
          
          Lmfao not me realizing a while back that my reason for hating being touched is because I was beat as a child. Not my dad and stepbitch trying to blame it on my Papa saying “I think he touched you inappropriately as a little girl” when he never did anything of the sort and treated me like I was the most precious thing in the world and taught me how to shoot a gun. 
          
          Not me now looking back in December when I was SA by my step cousin while he thought I was sleeping and now I hate touch even more. 
          
          No I’m not okay but I’m trying