GraelienWrites

fine im gonna make my dream of becoming a horror writer real. smh cant believe im coming back to fictional writing if this doesnt work out im out

GraelienWrites

nvm pala
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GraelienWrites

Been depressed lately, knowing that I can't get the college degree I want in my dream university.
          
          I know no one cares, but:
          
          -Recently I finally realized what undergraduate program I want, and that is Philosophy, Politics, and Economics (PPE).
          
          -I will take it as a pre-law degree and I want to someday directly bring change to my country by trying to be involved with my country's politicians that exploits my nation.
          
          -I found out the program is not available anywhere in my country.
          
          -Researched a lot for schools in Florida (my aunt lives there and I want to be near) that offers it, and discovered one university offering it.
          
          -Palm Beach Atlantic University is the name. Researched, fell in love, but then reality hit me a few months after doing tedious researches.
          
          -I don't have money to fund my 4 years which will cost about $250,000, nor will I able to get a full scholarship with living expenses for that.
          
          -I cried a lot these past days, willing myself to let it go and give up, besides I can't even pay for a toefl or ielts test that is required for international students in the application. I also don't have $300 (i forgot if it's exactly that, or it has another zero) for a downpayment. A Dollar is 51 times greater than Peso (my currency), so even $20 that's probably just nothing to other countries is already a big thing in mine.
          
          -I'm planning to move on, but I can't just yet, and in an attempt to have closure I made a gofundme, wishing someone in my life had ever financially aided me in the first ever concrete dream I had in my life.
          
          https://gofund.me/1052a75b