if i could take it all back i would. im sorry i was such a horrible friend and i understand that. today marks 4 months since our friendship ended, Ive cried everyday, I’ve been so so alone and trying to get through days knowing that you hate me. i know you probably won’t see this or won’t care but from the bottom of my heart i am so sorry. and i deserve to feel guilt of losing my favourite person in the world for the rest of my life. don’t ever think you did something wrong because you are an amazing person and you deserve the whole world and a bestfriend that treats you the way you should be treated. I looked up to you, i always made it seem like i didn’t need you or i didn’t care for you, but you were my inspiration by how sweet and amazing you where. and i don’t know how to live with myself knowing you hate me, but i deserve every bit of pain and i will except it. im so sorry. i love you.
