Natalie

Hey, idk but I wanted to check up on you, u haven't been posting and I understand its completely normal, but I jst wanted to check up on you :)) btw if u r reading this near Christmas or during Christmas, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :33

Guys I don't think I've ever related more to a song before. "Back to friends" by sombr is explaining my whole life rn, and why not write an angsty fanfic based on it and leave it as a one shot until my life gets a little update on this situation and then continue it. Smart right? Nope. Not really. But since I'm suffering rn y'all can to.

Guys I have found out through my schools tea page people are talking crap about me, the posts are anonymous so idk who posted this. But shout out to them basically defending me and say I was really nice. But lowkey am I considering stopping talking to people and being nice to random people if people are just gonna keep talking crap about me. Lowkey so much is happening to me in one week and it is barely Wednesday. But jk guys! Never change yourself based off what other people say about you. So all I can say is f my haters and I’m going to continue being nice to people who deserve it. I’m nice to people I don’t know because we could all use a nice person in our lives. I should put that on my tombstone. But yeah, that is what happening but idk if it was targeted towards me bc I think there is another girl on campus who also goes by the same nickname as me and I don’t wanna assume it is just about me. But let’s see what people say. 

GUYS imma be so honest with you…I don’t think Im going to start writing again until fall break  like college is so serious I have no time to write or even read…so maybe give me like a month. 

I think college me aka slutty Nat needs to be studied Fr. Got cracked on a Monday morning, then that same night sat in my dorm writing new fanfics for y’all but not working on my in progress ones. HEHEHE if I did get study done on me it would say 100% a Cunty Diva!

Bros so I hooked up with this guy right, and I go “can I go over” I’m an adult we know what two consenting adults are gonna do alone in a bed room. I write about it. Anyways this mofo tells me no. Like flat out goes. “No. Go to sleep. We have a quiz tomorrow.” I got told no like a dog. And yes we are in the same class where do you think I found him? Anyways idk that kinda did something to my pea size brain I wanna keep pushing his buttons irl to see if he can tell me something like that irl. I might eat him if he does something like that.

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Bad new guys im single again. IT WAS THOSE SIX CROWS I SAW TODAY. Bad juju. If y’all need me to explain this I will lol. Anyways yeah im single again and y’all don’t have a dad anymore.

So it has come to my conclusion I did not inform you all of my ex that is currently in jail. For context there is a post below where I mention this slightly and some of y’all wanted to know what happened so here it is lol. Anyways so we dated my junior year I think. Pretty sure. He graduated that same year but was my age. He just got a head in school. So basically we are dating for a while. He would do something’s that were weird from time to time. But it wasn’t like I was gonna dump him over it, I would just question it. Then one day he basically disappears. I thought he ghosted me and that was the end of the relationship. But no. I was dead wrong. So senior year comes around and I’m sitting in class and my friend is on his phone and we are doing work while there is a sub who doesn’t care if our phones are out. Anyways he basically turns to me and goes “Nat, your ex is in prison?” He asked me that and it was pretty quiet in that class so everyone heard and asked me. He didn’t say a name so I was slightly laughed and asked “Which one?” He turned the phone to me and showed me the mug shot, my face dropped. Then I read what the charges were and it was “grape” if you know you know. Then I look at the date. And this was about a week before he ghosted me. Anyways he is in jail now. Where he should rot in forever. My new man is so much better in everyway. I love him so much. And screw my ex.