Gray898
Guys please remember my child reader books at strictly platonic and nothing more nothing less. I really do not want to get into conflicts with anyone due to misunderstandings and I don’t wanna get labled or anything like that
Gray898
Gray898
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If I lose my phone to this bullshit and if I can’t get into wattpad and I loose my wattpad account I’m genuinely going to be sent to a damn mental hospital because my writing is everything to me
Gray898
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I’m gonna bug the fuck out and start tweaking because my phone keeps glitching and apps keep closing themsleves on there own and it’s annoying asf
RatWithAGodComplex
GRAAAAY CHARACTER AI IS TWEAKING AGAIN-
RatWithAGodComplex
@Gray898 NOW THE WEBSITE ITSELF IS TWEAKING LIKE IT KEEPS GIVING ME A BLACK SCREEN AND ERROR THING Maybe its good that Im getting this sorta detox bs…
Elle_Vares
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So pookie, I’ve decided to write my first ever CoD fanfic, (I wanna do it Infinite Warfare tho) but since u have a heck of a lot of experience in writing this kinda shit, r there any tips u’d give on writing a fanfic? ♡
Gray898
Guys I’m writing a story now with my own characters, y’all shits getting real fr with writing but I still will update my other works too lol
Vicente_FrFr
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I always keep crying everynight to sleep bc i can't sleep, whenever i get scolded for doing something I didn't do I hold my tears, I let them go every single night and saying my mind "'I'm the worst daughter ever," those sentences keep repeating in my head until my eyes are droopy, when I wake up in the morning i wash my face immediately so my parents and my brothers won't recognize that i was crying every night. whenever my dad tell's me a joke I fake smile and fake laugh every time when all of my fam members laugh about a joke, on the inside I wanna cry, on the outside I hold them.
another vent, (its kinda same w grey but its diff)
I keep telling myself i gotta reduce weight in my mind, my mom keeps telling me to reduce weight and i am, I eat once a day to reduce it, i don't eat rice, and some times I don't eat for a whole day, even when i exercise, on a diet, i still feel fat, whenever it's dinner I don't eat anything except drink water, shit I'm going crazy, in the morning whenever i wake up my tummy grumbles begging me to eat but i denied it and don't it, shit i feel like I'm floating on space don't know what to do while i'm suffering on the inside, I feel lightheaded and i just ignore it and just drink water thinking i'll be fine, but i know when I'm lightheaded,
Gray898
@Vicente_FrFr You just gotta take it a day at a time , drink water , eat your meals , and try not to over exercise and let it become a obsessive cycle because I can tell you once your in the cycle it’s gonna be hard to break but like I said just take it a day at a time okay ? <3
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@Vicente_FrFr I’m sorry about how you feel in a whole about your situation with your family , I know how it feels to feel like that as I’ve been called a shitty daughter so I’ve been on your boat before. It sucks but all you can really do about it is go on about life because 1- I know you are not a shitty daughter and 2- parents say shit because we don’t conform to there bullshit hence they call it “Misbehaving and not listening” , they push and push to a point but if your on good terms witb them an feel comfortable to talk to them then I suggest doing so because talking about how you might feel might make it better bbt if your not on good terms then you just gotta evaluate on your own terms. Now about the weight thing , I’m in the same boat as you , one thing I can tell you with this is to please please please do not skip your meals. As much as you may want to please do not skip meals. Even if you do wanna lose weight it’s an unhealthy way to go about it. Sometimes (even now I’m realizing this) is that maybe losing weight won’t make us happy , that shit has gotta be from within. You gotta like what you see with yourself first . You gotta start trying to love yourself and I know it’s hard because even I’m trying to love myself and it’s most definitely hard but in life nothing is easy with having reward yknow?
Gray898
Frank castle would talk you through it and be gentle asf you already know it-
Gray898
Yo what book y’all want updated ?
Gray898
WHATS GOOD GANG :D
(Pretends like I haven’t updated in like god knows how long)
