Gray

I'm not dead.
          
          The last while has been... a lot. Lots of mental health problems and busy college work as I near graduation. I pop back here every few months to check comments, but that's about it. I haven't written anything finished or good in a while, but I'm hoping to change that. I still love writing, and I still love fictional characters and fanfics. I just haven't put the words on the page in what feels like forever.
          
          I won't get too personal, but my mental health has been really confusing and hard to manage on my own. I go to therapy, but there's a lot behind the scenes that just makes me feel really scrambled. I feel like my memory is way worse than it used to be, and my patience with myself is waning.
          
          Whenever I write, I just keep revising and rewriting, stepping away, and then letting it sit for months. I don't know. I used to be able to pump out these stories in a few hours before I fell asleep. Now it just feels... kinda pointless. Maybe I just need some encouragement, who knows, but for those of you who really want to see my work on the future, and who have been here supporting me all this time, thanks.
          
          If you want to find me on ao3, here's my user: Gray7601
          
          Love you all.
          
          -Gray 

Hun, hey man, it's been some time since you don't update anything. Are you okay? Sorry if I'm bothering =w="

Yo.
          
          I'm working on another Mandela Catalogue goodie.
          
          Stay tuned~

The closer we get to 200 followers, the closer we get to an unironic y/n x reader 

Real quick announcement before I pass out tonight: I reopened the Spamton requests.
          
          Gimme your ideas... gimme gimme

I have returned... WITH A DISCORD SERVER!! MUAHAHAHAH!!
          
          Join if you want, all fanfic lovers are welcome! Be sure to read the rules tho 
          
          https://discord.gg/fSUavqgD

Howdy again bestie-
          I just realized/remembered that you have Discord. If you want, I can give you mine, and we can talk through there as well! But again, that’s only if you want! I just think you’re a really cool person, and I would be honored to be friends with you!

Heyyy guyssss, it's me!
          
          I'm here to say that, uh. I have an ao3 now. My username is Gray7601 if you wanna find me on there. I don't know if I'll be as active on here anymore (who knows tho)
          
          I think, if anything, this might just be reserved for my more personal writings and such. Maybe an occasional fanfic, but, I honestly don't know.
          
          Also, with how my interests have changed over the last few months, I don't know how often I'll put more work into the Spamton or MC books. Again, it'll probably be more of an occasional thing.
          
          Right now I've been fixated on the band Ghost. My first ao3 piece is a sad fic about Terzo ahaha. I love this lore-filled band in all it's glory!!! And I wanna kiss- I mean love- I mean APPRECIATE the Papa Emeritus's!
          
          And of course, as always, college is destroying me ;-; but hey at least I'm still finding time to obsess over funny anti-Pope men, a goofy false angel, and a silly little washed-up salesman!
          
          So yeah. That's the update. Thanks for sticking around.
          
          -Gray 

Howdy bestie
          (This is not exactly a self-promotion- well it kinda is, but I was mostly just wondering if you were interested)
          I’ve recently gotten back a load of motivation to write, and just was wondering; if I wrote Deltarune oneshots centering around Spamton, would you be interested in reading them? I’ve gotten a few ideas in mind involving him in his “Big Shot” era, with the Addisons and Mike (I don’t know if you’re into his fanon lore but I made some) and whatnot, and was wondering if you’d like to check them out once I publish them!
          If not, that’s totally fine, no pressure at all, I was just wondering!

Yoooo there's a Simping Discord for my fellow Mandela Catalogues enjoyers
          
          
          https://discord.gg/EAc7PQfHMK
          Join us~