everyone says "oh i know how you feel" when you know they really don't. it's gotten to the point where i don't tell people how i feel anymore. i don't even tell my best friend, and i know this may sound weird, but i have a good reason to do this. my best friend fakes everything from fake disorders to fake dyslexia, and if im being tottaly honest here i dont really know that they are actually best friend, cuz ever since i met the, our friendship has always be 30% - 70%, i am the person that always trying to keep our friendship together. they would leave me in a instant and i know it, if i became to hard for them to deal with they wouldnt hesitate to leave. they did it with their bf in grade 7, they left when they started dating and didnt even make an effort to talk to me for three years when they broke up they came running back and i made the mistake of letting them in. their going to do it now and i know it, they just got into a new relationship and anytime they find someone i am a spec of dust that is easily wiped away. when i talk to them and tell them that i want to kms they laugh and say same, they don't ask me if im ok or need to talk they just laugh, it get really frustrating, and i dont think i can do it anymore, what do you think, if anyone reads this lol.
