Grayson

Hey. Here's your reminder that you look better smiling.
          
          Have you eaten anything? If not, go get a snack. Something not super unhealthy. Have some chips, toast, or a sandwich or something.
          
          Drink some water too. It's good to make sure you're not dehydrated

is that you in your pfp?
          
          if yes, YOU'RE ADORABLEEEEEEE
          
          if no, YOU'RE STILL ADORABLEEEEEEE
          
          ily, stay strong

Alright so I just for my report card am in (my first senior year if your American year like 11) if your English and am failing 3 classes and passing 2 and my French report was the worst you can’t get any worst and I hate how teacher see your not doing as well as other people in the class and they mark your effort down and my mum might kill me or she might be chill or she might make me feel like shit about it I honest just don’t know 

Hey, how are you doing?
          
          Go drink some water. It's good for you.
          
          Then look in the mirror and think of the happiest things you can until you smile.
          
          Now stop smiling.
          
          Then smile again.
          
          See how much better you look when you smile? You should smile more often.
          
          
          
          And don't forget that there are people who care about you. :)

So...I've been depressed and stuff for months now its nothing new but just now am at my dads and that's never a good thing he's extremely racist and that really does boil my blood and being here makes me feel like a peice of shit and makes me hate myself even more I've got a few good people to help me but I know there better off without me there lives will be better without me In them and as much as I hate been at my dads I see things clearly down here I really do I'm a depressed unstable mess and I dont trust myself I dont wanna be here anymore I wanna disappear forever or crumble up and die 
          
          Am not after attention or sympathy I just wanted to say this out loud because if I do what i want to and what everyone else wants me to everyone will be happier and a guy called Daniel or dani helped me see how worthless I truly am 

Hi 

So lately I've became the version of myself and I've been a very toxic person there's only one way out I've been trying to be positive but it isnt working am gonna do the only thing i know how to 

My mum and step dad are heavily smokers there addicted to cancer sticks no idea why though and it's 07.54 and I haven't slept and the smoke has travels through toy room and its low key making me feel stick 

Hey.... I don't know if you're Christian or not, but I am, so I'd like to give you some advice.
          God has a plan for you. Everything he is doing, he is doing to prepare you for the better life he has planned. He is making you stronger. He does not make mistakes, so don't try to tell me you are one. I used to think like this all the time till God brought my childhood best friend back to me. She did leave again, but I decided I am done questioning it. Because he has a plan for everyone. He will put you through rough times, but you can come out stronger. You just have to remind yourself that you are not worthless. Everyone God creates is perfect in his eyes. Imagine being a painter, and creating a beautiful painting. Then having someone come along and point out the flaws. God is the painter, you are the painting. And when all you do is point out the flaws, you can imagine how he feels.
          Just remember that you are perfect in God's eyes, and that he has a plan for a better life. He is making you stronger through all this.

Why is it people say you don't know what you want or what you are your too young or your not it just a faise and i don't know about anyone else but I just try my best not to scream or cry or punch someone