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Every yesterday was okay.
          
          Great even.
          
          I'm always looking forward to seeing the crack of dawn.
          
          Because I knew tomorrow would be as ecstatic as it was the day before today.
          
          But something shift.
          
          Something changed.
          
          I can feel it.
          
          I don't know what. I don't know how.
          
          Those smiles I wear everyday turned into a frown.
          
          And then I realized, I don't like Sol anymore. 
          
          

Is it okay to care for someone you aren't sure if they even give a single damn about you? Or should I stop and start pretending I don't?

If I take off this mask of fraudulence, no one will understand.