"Careless Wonder..."
If the world really cared...
If they really tried to save me...
They would stop giving me these damn memories...
I'm tired of... Trying to forget those I care about...
I say sorry...
I cry...
I harm...
But I never forget...
I never forget those friends and memories who stuck like scars...
I thank them for adding more pain... But...
I thank them for helping me take the rest off of that mask...
My true self is out... I thank you all...
My careless Wonder is gone...
"Colorless..." -Green
I've stayed here for too long..
The ones I called friends pretending to care...
They hid the truth from me and put a wall from it all...
To think that it would "help" me....
Maybe sometimes life's like that...
A wall blocking you from reality...
All you gotta do is find a way past and you'll have an answer...
I never even tried...
I've lost my ideas...
I've lost my chance...
The walls got bigger...
I lost all hope...
I lost all love...
I lost almost everything...
"The color I've painted myself in is fading away... Dragging me with it..."