I feel like I'm getting too motherly and innocent. I mean that I'm losing all of my darkness or craziness and I don't know why but I absolutely hate it. I think that I'm just scared of doing something that would effect my family or it's because I have so many things happening with my family. I'm handling so much stress, I'm only 12 and I'm turning 13. I recently broke my phone, so I got lost a lot of times. My sister is pregnant and in the hospital. She's sick and that's what got me, I'm scared for her health. I just guess it's me worrying a lot. I mean, one day, I'll have to take care of myself. I'll just learn now before something bad happens right?