Gregory

Oh shit, I blinked, and it's 2025. Haha, in summary. I lost weight. Lost friends. Gained friends. Gained insight. Went to Seoul. Left a part of me there. And vowed to return. 
          
          I don't believe in new year's resolution. Because it should be a life philosophy and not for a year. 
          
          Well, anyway, here's to living a life that is authentically me. And if I have to lose fake ones along the way. Then be it. 

857AD. How about a man from that time? 
          
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I told someone that I'm sad and she giggled with a smile. And then we talked about travel and we talked about our favourite places to visit on a day off. 
          
          I guess with my personality and my competence of masking everything else, it just doesn't seem true? I don't have a reason to be sad, and I guess it's easier to believe that I am fine. 
          
          I am not. 
          
          

I got kudos for "untitled". It's funny how it was not my favourite that I have written thus far. I liked "Sunny,"  the one where Jimin was dating a ghost. And I liked "Mean Yoongi," where an intern caught Yoongi's eye. 
          
          Oh... I liked "The real housewives of Bangtan" series. Well, to be honest, that would be a fun project. Should I invest time to complete all of the stories in my wip, it would be an amazing read. Funny how "Untitled" fits into that series when I haven't thought of it for the longest time. I should dig up my plans from the crypt because Hoseok, being a husband and father, was kinda adorable. And we had a chapter for Bam too... I didn't complete it though and it would have been a good read. 
          
          I did complete "Sonder" series and it honestly would benefit from a 2nd draft. Because I reread it recently and I sounded like a fool in love. 
          
          Anyway, a colleague of mine is being actively love scammed and I don't know if this was a sign from the universe to complete "Scam Bangtan" series. 
          
          I write little scenes for myself and I realized how lonely it is. Hahahaha. Anyway,  hi! I'm alive. Just a bit overwhelmed with work at the moment but I missed having Jungkook in my head, begging to be let out. 
          
          He now exists as a soulmate bond to a Lynn in my head. I was getting annoyed with soulmate fics especially if it's a reverse harem and everyone is all lovey lovey. Let's be honest, there will be conflicts. Maybe I love angst. Hmmmphhh
          
          

I used to run a review shop. I thought it was awesome. Should I do it? Because I'm itching to write but too lazy to do so.
          
          Review shop. Yeah or nay? 

I'm done here. I don't even know why I bothered. 

I feel like deleting everything I have up and deleting myself too.
          
          Hahahahahahhahahaha

HELLO EVERYONE 
          
          Wattpad removed my one and only smutty book with only one chapter because of the content!! Hahahahhahahahahahhaha
          
          This is hilarious because they never paid me any attention until now. Thank you for whoever who reported me. I existed for a hot minute and then I ceased to exist like the nobody that I am. 
          
          I feel seen!! Hahahahahahhahahahha I feel like a weird conversation I had with someone I knew before who got mad at me for using curse words. 
          
          Ok bye. 

Chatgpt is both a curse and a blessing. I get offended with its critical view of my writing. Why do I like to hurt myself? Never gonna churn out anything if I doubt my writing. Hahahah
          
          It's 830. I had 2 cups of coffee. 
          
          I'm starting to hate being alive. Haha

Adam asks if I'm going to work tomorrow and I giggled and replied, "What you saying babe, I'm a stay at home honey." 
          
          He looked almost scared to engage. Hahahahha... I played espresso and gave him a concert he never asked for. 
          
          So, I might be single soon. Anyone want to date me?